Issue 14 – May 1997


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Issue 14 – May 1997

The purpose of this newsletter is to help stop secret societies from abusing others and to help those who have allegedly been abused by the Masons and other secret societies.

This newsletter is not a substitute for other ways of recovery from ritual abuse. Readers should use caution while reading this newsletter. If necessary, make sure other support systems are available during and after reading this newsletter.

Important :
Resources mentioned in this newsletter are for educational value only. Reading the books cited may or may not help your recovery process, so use caution when reading any book mentioned in this newsletter. Some may have a religious or other agenda that may be separate from your own recovery process. Others may have valuable information on the Masons and other organizations, but have triggers or be somewhat sympathetic to that organization. Resources listed, quoted and individual articles, etc. and their writers do not necessarily support all or any of the views mentioned in this newsletter. Also, the views, facts and opinions mentioned in this newsletter are solely the opinions of the authors and are not necessarily the opinion of this newsletter or its editor.

“The Greatest Revenge is to Heal,
then Turn Around and Help Someone Else.” – from The Grapevine

“The Greatest Revenge is to Stop Abusers from Making Victims” – a subscriber

(Copyright 1998 – All rights reserved. No reproduction of any material without written permission from the editor or individual authors.)

Editor’s Page

The Believe the Children show was an excellent show. Many survivors of ritual abuse and mind control by secret societies and government agencies were there. Unfortunately BTC has decided to stop having shows and is closing its doors. Hopefully another organization will be taking over for BTC.

There was a lot of excellent information available at the show. Due to space limitations, I will highlight only what I consider to be the newest information out there, that hasn’t been discussed in past issues.

Possible triggers are in this article, read with caution.

Claudia Mullen spoke about her statement to the Presidential Report on Radiation, March 15, 1995, where she discusses a government agencies’ alleged involvement in ritually abusing and using mind control on her to make her a “sex slave” to collect blackmailing information on those funding the agency and others. A quote from the hearing, “Between the years of 1957 and 1984, I became a (n alleged) pawn in a government scheme whose ultimate goal was mind control and ultimately to create the “perfect spy”. All through the (alleged) use of chemicals, radiation, drugs, hypnosis, electric shock, isolation in large tubs of hot or cold water, sleep deprivation, brainwashing and verbal, physical and emotional abuse. By the time I was 9, I was also (allegedly) being sexually abused and humiliated as a coercive technique.”

A video tape of the government hearing is available from: Missoulians for a Clean Environment, P O Box 2885, Missoula, MT 59806, 406-543-7210.
S.M.A.R.T. hopes to do an article on this in a future issue.

Valerie Wolfe, BCSW, ACSW, BCD also spoke at the hearing and the BTC show. She had excellent information on how to treat survivors of ritual abuse and mind control. Information on how to order a tape of her presentation will follow.

Judith Reisman spoke about Dr. Alfred Kinsey’s team with information from her book “Kinsey, Sex and Fraud” (1990) ” and his reliance on a systematic research protocol allegedly using pederast experimenters orally and manually stimulate 317 infants and children 2 months to 13 years for up to 24 hours using stop watches and cinema…cited boys “fainting”, “convulsing”, hysterical weeping” and “striking the partners” to get away from experimenters as proofs of “child orgasm”. She also discussed “the role of “soft” pornography in Mass Media, Education, Law and Public Policy”. To order her books or videos, write: The Institute for Media Education, P O Box 1136 Crestwood, KY 40017, fax 502-241-1552, 1-800-837-0544 (credit cards).

Tapes of the speeches at BTC are available from: Repeat Performance, 2911 Crabapple Lane, Hobart, IN 46342, 219-465-1234.

To order, ask for the BTC show, 4/11- 4/13, 1997, Claudia Mullen, R.N., “Giving Testimony Regarding Survival as a Government Mind-Control Victim: My Testimony and the Backlash” Tape 14, $7.50

Valerie Wolf, BCSW,ACSW,BCD, “Assessment and Treatment of Survivors of Sadistic Abuse” 2 tapes, $15, Tape 18-AB

Judith A. Reisman. Ph. D. “Dr. Kinsey’s Child Sexual Abuse Protocol Facing Congressional Scrutiny via HR 2749” Tape 8, $7.50 Judith A. Reisman Ph. D. “The Role of “Soft’ Pornography…”, Tape 11-AB, $15

Add $2 for the first tape, .75 each additional for shipping.

Another book I saw was “The Illuminati Formula used to create an Undetectable Total Mind Control Slave”, by Fritz Springmeier and Cisco Wheeler. It has descriptions of programming and is very informative but may also be triggering. To order, send $59 to Fritz and Cisco, 916 Linn Ave, Oregon City, OR 97045

The following article was written by an alleged survivor of Mormonic Ritual Abuse and a subscriber to S.M.A.R.T. Please use caution while reading, it may be triggering. The article has been edited to protect S.M.A.R.T. and the writer.

When I graduated from high school, I looked forward to attending college. Little did I realize it would be the beginning of twenty years of horror. Even though I was late in submitting my application for acceptance, I had no trouble getting into the university and obtaining housing.

Many times I would return to my apartment after an evening class to see my roommates holding a seance. They were dressed in black, sitting with crossed legs on the floor around a candle.

One night in October one of the girls awoke to see an evil spirit looming over the bed of her roommate. They had fun ridiculing me and generally making my life miserable. They were constantly chiding me about my close relationship with my family. I would find my mail opened and read; often my possessions had been gone through. One minute they were my friends, the next my enemies, always keeping me off balance and on an emotional see-saw.

I finally went to my bishop in tears about the persecution I was experiencing. He agreed to visit the apartment later in the week to see what could be done. As he approached the apartment door, he placed his hand on it, then took his hand away immediately. The door opened as he and his counselor knelt outside of the apartment to cast out the evil spirits inside. Then they entered.

When I returned home for the Christmas holidays, I did not want to return to college. My parents insisted, afraid I would not complete my education. If I had been able to communicate my fears to them, they would probably have understood and allowed me to attend a local college.

When I returned to college in January, I moved to another apartment. One of my new apartment mates invited me to go away for the weekend, to her parents’ cabin. I was delighted to go. The cabin did not seem to be unlived in, there were ample supplies, no dust, clean linens on the beds, etc. That night she had a few friends over. The get together soon turned into a drug and drinking party. Not knowing what to do, I went upstairs to bed.

After midnight, my roommate (apartment mate) awakened me to tell me someone from the college administration wanted to talk to me. I arose with trepidation, wondering what HE wanted with a lowly freshman. As I descended the stairs, I saw a man standing, looking out the window with his back to me. He turned around, asked me to sit down and started asking me how I liked school, what my interests were, and so forth. He then asked me if I would like a good job to get myself through school. He went into the particulars of the job. I was horrified, for it was against all of what I had been taught and believed.

After a while, he took out a pocket watch, allegedly started swinging it back and forth and when my attention wavered, he called it back to the watch. I began to feel so sleepy. He snapped his fingers and began to tell me I was a pretty girl, I had brains as well as beauty, I would go a long way. He had been watching me and already knew that I had many assets, I was also very desirable. I would never question and always obey. There was much training for me to take so that I could be a part of The Organization. I would be stand-offish, and everyone would think that I had a boyfriend. I would enjoy life to the fullest. I would learn quickly and retain all that I had learned. I would become a part of the network.

He snapped his fingers again and I found myself apologizing to him for going to sleep. He just smiled and told me it was okay, that I must be tired for it was very late.

He then asked if I thought I needed something to help me to go back sleep. I assured him that I did not. He looked at me, shook his head and remarked he thought that maybe I did. My roommate had entered the room and he motioned for her to come over. She had a syringe, as he picked it, he told me I needed this to go to sleep. I screamed, ran to the door to get out. As I clawed at it, they allegedly grabbed me and injected the drug.

The next day when I awoke, I had no memory of the incident. I thought I had an enjoyable time all weekend and returned to the dorm in a happy mood.

The telephone would ring, a phrase would be said. I would allegedly go to lower campus for classes in table settings, wines, manners, walking, posture, languages, banking, statistics, law, provocative actions, makeup, to read minds and telepathy. Alter personalities were allegedly cleverly developed. (I noticed eighteen months ago, that this section of campus where the classes had been held was being torn down. I had escaped barely one month before from an alleged ritual abuse situation.)

My parents couldn’t understand why my grades plummeted. I couldn’t tell them what was happening because I did not consciously know. I did not attend many of my regular classes. Yet, I continued to be enrolled.

I was allegedly tortured to deny Christ and used as a courier, executive, and information gatherer for five years.

I finally graduated. I told my family I would remain there to be a secretary. They insisted I come home. They noticed radical changes in my personality. I was depressed and nothing seemed to help. They tried to help, but I was unable to tell them what was wrong.

I met a man after I came home, who allegedly drugged me on the first date. I recognized the drug and asked him why he had done this to me. Was he one of them? He didn’t know what I was talking about, but made it his business to find out. When he did, he decided to marry me to get into the lucrative corporation. He kept control of me through the alleged drugging of my food and water, and the use of hypnosis.

As this had all happened to me before, it was easy to reestablish the pattern. When he would be gone for a week, or so my mind would clear and I would hate him.

The man is a pervert. I have since learned he was allegedly molesting his small nieces, up until the day he married me in the temple. Yes, he allegedly “converted” to Mormonism to marry me. It was what he had “always looked for”, I swallowed the explanation, hook, line and sinker. He moved me immediately. The nightmare began all over again. The terror started again on a daily basis. Alleged torture for the fun of the torturer, torture to deny Christ, drugging to see how I would act with different ones and so on. He eventually moved me to within a mile from the main alleged satanic torture chamber.

After ten years of marriage, my parents learned of his past alleged child molestation, and told me. I had a very hard time, even though the evidence was all there. I went through drug withdrawal, not even knowing what was wrong with me. My brain was so fuddled, I could not even make simple decisions. It hurt to think, my brain felt as though it were filled with cobwebs.

My parents decided to take me to someone for emotional healing. He helped me to start remembering. Hopefully this abbreviated account will alert people that satan worshippers are allegedly in all churches. They appear to be stalwarts, teaching slightly perverted doctrine, leading the unwary astray. Many are highly educated. These people allegedly hold high positions in churches, government, and communities. They are respected by the unknowing.

The satanic ultimate goal is total control of all mankind. They desire to control our minds and to enslave our bodies for their own gain. This will be accomplished through the alleged wide use of drugs and mind control. This is fast becoming a reality. They are slowly, but effectively, brainwashing all those who refuse to be alerted. These situations DO exist, the children are NOT lying, and false memories are NOT being planted. Those who refuse to believe in ritual abuse are helping the ultimate goal to be accomplished.

Please be careful. Realize your children are not always safe even in a church environment. If anyone goes to a party and does not remember what happened, take it as a warning.

S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank the survivor for her permission and courage to publish this article. To write to the author send all letters with postage to S.M.A.R.T. mentioning the issue # and page # and they will be forwarded.

The following article comes from a subscriber. Please use caution while reading, it may be triggering.

I was only fourteen years old, an innocent child of God, but Satan had chosen me for ritual abuse. Why me, I shall never understand. Satan was a nun in the foreign missions, where she allegedly carried out the Eastern Star cult rituals under the guise of evangelizing. She allegedly used the powers of witchcraft and Satanism to manipulate mother superior and sister nuns for 46 years. It is my wonder how consecrated women of God could allegedly allow Satan to reign blatantly in their midst for 46 years. Were these brilliant teachers of the best school in that mission fooled by this evil in their midst, or did the vow to protect their own kind prevail?

There were witnesses to my alleged abuse. They were nuns, lay teachers and fellow students. One day of many, many days after school, while in the presence of my nun-abuser and in the privacy of her office, I was jerked out of a trance by the annoyed voice of another nun saying: “Why are you yelling at the girl and why are you sitting in the chair like that?” My rescuer sent me home still in a daze.

As the repressed memories surface, forty-four years later, and that incident becomes vivid, I see a big fat nun as I came out of a trance, sitting slouched in a chair, both of her arms hidden in her habit, her eyes fixed at the ceiling, her face relaxed, her mouth in a put, an expression I never witnessed before. As she resumed her composure, she took both of her entire arms from out of slits in either side of her habit. I stood petrified looking at my alleged abuser yet wondered how could pockets be so deep to contain her entire arms.

The next day I asked my class teacher, a young nun who was aware of the abuser/victim relationship, but could not protect me for she was not professed, whether there were slits instead of pockets in her habit. When she heard the reason for my question, she frowned and told me not to mention it to anyone.

It now occurs to me that my nun-abuser was allegedly masturbating and the expression on her face was that of ecstasy. She was the one guilty of lust, but she transferred the blame onto me so that she would be blameless. That’s how Satan thrives.

Alexandra-the-Great (Survivor of alleged Ritual Abuse)

S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank this survivor for this article. Please forward all responses with postage to SMART.

The following letter was sent to S.M.A.R.T. by a survivor of alleged ritual abuse. It has been edited by S.M.A.R.T. to protect S.M.A.R.T. and the survivor. Please use caution while reading, it may be triggering.

Dear Neil,

Recently I mailed to you an order for the first 10 issues of your newsletter. I’m very excited about the resources and material you offer to people searching for answers like me, and I admire your courage in the battle of bringing this truth out in the open.

I was born in 1949. I am a multiple diagnosed only in 1995 after my memories began in 1989. I believe I am a survivor of an alleged small town Masonic cult that involved many local men and women. It appears to have been an alleged Luciferian type as one of my ‘cult children’ wrote a page of some sort of praise to ‘lucifer-jehovah’ the lord of good and evil, light and darkness, etc. She also claimed she was trained as a dancer and an entertainer to the men. A lot of biblical overtones as she claimed her name, and that of her partner was Delilah and Jezabel. My grandfather, a Scotsman, whom I was raised with until the age of 8 when he died, was an alleged high level Mason. He was also an alleged Oddfellow (the fraternity) and I have suspicions of alleged KKK connections. My uncle and aunt with whom I spent much time were also alleged Mason and Eastern Star. I am anxious to learn more about the Eastern Star as I have a lot of issues around feeling safe and trusting women – especially groups of women.

For most of my life I have avoided any meaningful connections with women. I never trust that they are who they pretend to be…there are big issues there to be unravelled. What else is new… I was grateful for the sample Issue 13 article written by C. Beck. I could relate to a lot of her experiences. For example I have had several flashbacks in which a (fetus) of mine was aborted and sacrificed resulting in a bloody orgy. I believe it was far from full term. C. Beck speaks of aborted babies. So much of what she wrote resonates with me. But then up until now I have been unable to find much first hand collaborating material. For me the Internet is a godsend. I think I’ll write to C. Beck and tell her of the similarities I found with her letter.

Thanks again, Neil. I’m looking forward to connecting with you more in the near future. Perhaps I will one day be able to validate others with my story.

S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank this survivor for this letter and her permission to print it. Please send all responses with 1.00 postage to S.M.A.R.T. and they will be forwarded.

Information for the following article from “Is Rosicrucianism Really a Religion?” printed by Take Heed Ministries (information will follow this article). Please use caution while reading, it may be triggering.

Rosicrucians claim their founder to be Christian Rosenkreuz (1378- 1484). Some believe he is a symbolic character (Encyclopedia Britannica, 1971). Several rival factions include: AMORC (Ancient Mystical Order Rosae Crucis) headquarters in San Jose, CA; second faction in Oceanside, CA, third faction in Quakertown, PA. “Past history shows a(n alleged) link between Rosicrucianism and the Masonic Lodge and AMORC is set up in a similar way.” The first two factions deny any connection, the third requires members to be Masons.

One proclamation in their secret ceremonies is: “May the roses bloom upon your cross.” Sometimes the order is called “The Mystical Order of the Rosy Cross”. One symbol is a cross with either a rose in the middle or roses surrounding a cross.

They believe “God is an impersonal being composed of seven spirits, manifesting…as a “triune godhead”. Rosicrucian literature includes statements like “…the Father is the highest initiate among the humanity of Saturn” (“Rosicrucian Cosmo Conception” pg 252), new members (called Neophytes) are told to petition the “forty-two principal gods… expressions of the principal god, the Sun-God, AMEN-RA” (mail-order lessons) and “…the Holy Spirit (Jehovah) is the highest initiate of the moon” (ibid p.374).

S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank Take Heed Ministries for permission to use this information. They are a full-time countercult and Christian apologetics ministry. THM is headed by Rev. Bob Anderson, author, evangelist, teacher and lecturer. THM provides a free one year subscription to the “Journal,” a quarterly publication. TMH, Inc., P O Box 350, Murrysville, PA 15668, phone 412-327-2948, E-mail:, web site:

Please use caution while contacting any resource listed in this newsletter. Some resources may not believe in the existence of DID (MPD) or may not be sympathetic to survivors.

A subscriber told me about a site on the net with information about the Rosicrucians. I assume it is pro-Rosicrucian, so use caution while contacting (possible triggers and graphics). The site is:, or write: Rosicrucian Order, AMORC, 1342 Nagle Ave. San Jose, CA 95191, USA, phone 408-947-3600, fax 408-947-3677.

Two other sources of information on the Rosicrucians (pro-Rosicrucian and possibly triggering) are “The Western Wisdom of Teaching” and “Rosicrucian Fellowship Online Magazine Archives – The Brothers of the Rose Cross” at

Endure to the End (a Christian organization) has an article (Vol. 3, Iss. 2) showing Masonic connections to the Future Farmers of America. The information comes from the July 1995 edition of the “Scottish Rite Journal.” Four of the FFA originators were or became Masons. FFA degrees and rituals were modeled along Masonic lines. “All Masonic Brethren can be proud of the (alleged) role Freemasons and Freemasonry have played in the founding of the FFA.” Write: Endure to the End, 1327 9th Ave, Olympia, WA 98501

Straight Talk #59 on The Grange by William Schnoebelen, c 1994 discusses the spiritual underpinnings of the Grange and its alleged Masonic connections. “The higher degrees (5th-7th) are named after the pagan goddesses…The four lower degrees correspond to the four faces of the great mother goddess and she is worshipped in witchcraft.” “Grange material states that the highest (national) degree” “represents a harvest festival” ….this “harvest festival” is actually (allegedly) one of the most horrific ceremonies of witchcraft….the Order was begun in 1867 by William Saunders and Francis Marion McDowell …their ritual …draws practically all…from the Eleusinian Mysteries….the foundation of enlightened agriculture ….this… “enlightened agriculture” actually (allegedly) involved debauched sexual rituals, ritual castration, and animal and human sacrifices!”

The mythology of the Grange is allegedly similar to that of the Masons, they developed a comprehensive system of passwords and signs. “other major influential founders of the Grange, such as Oliver Hudson Kelley and John R. Thompson were (allegedly) Freemasons.” To order this article (it is Christian), write: With One Accord, P O Box 457, Dubuque, IA 52004-0457, 319-583-5473


MIND CONTROL IN CANADA (this article may be triggering) CKLN 88.1 FM radio series on (alleged) Canadian involvement in U.S. CIA and military mind control programs and the links to ritual abuse. Interviews with survivors, therapists, researchers, and writers regarding unethical mind control experiments carried out by Canada and the United States on Toronto radio station CKLN-FM 88.1 Sunday mornings at 9:30 AM. March 16 at 9:30 AM the International Connections program will begin the radio series ‘Mind Control In Canada.’ Every Sunday morning 9:30-10:30 AM on CKLN-FM 88.1 for the following eight months.

Programs will include:
The documented history of alleged CIA/military mind control programs including the funding of projects at Canadian institutes across the country (Including the Allen Memorial Institute in Montreal).

The alledged military and intelligence uses of mind control including allegedly using the child victims for sexual blackmail, message delivery, information stealing, coercion and assassination.

The alleged use of Multiple Personality Disorder for mind control programming and the links to the MPD effects of ritual abuse, sexual abuse and severe trauma. The public debate around recovered memories of abuse. The nature of the mind control experiments from survivors’ accounts.

INTERVIEWS AND LECTURES INCLUDE: Dr. Colin Ross, Lynne Moss-Sharman — survivor of alledged mind control experimentation and ritual abuse as a child by CIA-funded doctors.

Ronald Howard Cohen — survivor of alleged abduction and severe drugging by CIA. Valerie Wolf — therapist of mind control survivors. Dr. Connie Kristiansen, Linda MacDonald — survivor of Dr. Cameron’s alleged electroshock, drugging, forced sleep, and psychic driving ‘treatment’ at McGill University in Montreal. Alex Constantine — researcher, author of ‘Psychic dictatorship in the USA’

For more information contact:
CKLN-FM Radio, 380 Victoria Street, Toronto, Ontario, Canada, M5B 1W7 Phone: (416) 595-5068, Fax: (416) 595-0226

The information below may be highly triggering, read with caution. On the Internet, there is a speech allegedly made by D. C. Hammond, PhD, at the Fourth Annual Eastern Regional Conference on Abuse and Multiple Personality, Thursday, June 25, 1992 at the Radisson Plaza Hotel, Mark Center, Alexandria, VA. entitled “Hypnosis and MPD: Ritual Abuse” which some now call “The Greenbaum Speech of D. C. Hammond”. The tape made by the company recording it has disappeared, they have no record of it. It is alleged that D C Hammond removed the speech due to harassment. The speech includes information about Nazi doctors involved in mind control experiments, Cabalism, how cult alters are created through suggestions, drugs, torture, etc. There are descriptions of the use of Greek letters in describing programming states, including possible CIA connections. He includes descriptions of some of his patients’ recollections and discussions with other therapists.

Warning for therapists: A therapist has told me that the method suggested in the article for healing patients may not be the best one. When the article came out, healing these type of mind control victims was still fairly new. It is now suggested to “work around” the top of the programming or triangle, because the top programming is very traumatic (it is the programming to “seal” in the other programming and may have suicide causing programs in it and cause flooding.) See page 1 for info. on Valerie Wolfe’s tape.

This information is available at /grnbaum.txt or through the RA home page link on our home page.

Lessons We Have Learned: A Survival Guide – the book is a compilation of advice shared by nine recovering adult, governmental mind-control survivors…most of whom are also recovering from ritual abuse. The book also has a hefty resource section. To order send $15 per copy, S & H $3, Canada ($5), TN residents add 8.75% Tax. Make checks out to “PARC-VRAMC”, and send to 5251 Hwy. 153, #223, Hixson, TN 37343-4910. You can get to their new home page by linking from S.M.A.R.T.’s.

Paranoia, Issue #16, has an article called, “The Mystery of the Knights Templar” by Scott Corrales. I consider it to be “pro-Knights Templar, but it has good information. In the same issue, there is information on Michael Aquino (Temple of Set and government ties), Church of the Subgenius and the Illuminati (“Satanism, The Illuminati and the Andromedans” by R. Roy Blake).

I also saw an article from “Paranoia”, winter 1994/1995, pg 32-36, originally from the “New Federalist” (v6, #35), P O Box 889, Leesburg, VA 22075, from a speech by Anton Chaitkin, called “The Secret Roots of the KKK, Part 1”. It has information on Masonic influence in starting the KKK, dominance of the Scottish Rite in Masonry in the U.S. (4th- 33rd degrees), including its Northern Jurisdiction based in Boston, where S.M.A.R.T.’s editor’s ritual abuse allegedly occurred in a Masonic Temple. Paranoia, P O 1041, Providence, RI 02901, e-mail:

A subscriber sent us a copy of The Grandmaster – A Commentary on the Masonic Legend of Hiram Abiff by Dr. Bruce S. Fisher. This publication is pro-Masonic and may be highly triggering. It has information on the “Hiram legend” and its various sources. The book is available from Subru Publications, 303 E Gurley St #411, Prescott, AZ 86301, phone 520-778-6965, e-mail:

Information on the Illuminati on the Internet can be found at mason.history.html The information is supposedly from “Coil’s Masonic Encyclopedia” 1961 by Henry Wilson Coil, 33rd degree Mason. It may be triggfering.

There is a URL on the Internet that has a description of the Scottish Rite of Freemasonry degrees. Please use caution while visiting this site or reading the information, it may be triggering. The URL is: . The site claims the information is notes from “The Book of the Ancient and Accepted Scottish Rite of Freemasonry:Containing Instructions in all the Degrees, from the third to the thirty third, and the last degree of the rite.” by Charles T. McClenachan, 33′ (Revised and Enlarged Edition, Macoy Publishing and Supply Company, 45-49 John St. NY 1914, Univ of DEL LIB HS 770 .M3 1914). S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank a subscriber for this information.

S.M.A.R.T. has heard that Margaret Singer, Ph.D., member of the FMS scientific and professional advisory board is also a member of the AFF’s (American Family Foundation’s) board of directors. AFF disseminates recovery information about cults and psychological manipulation. To let AFF know how you feel about this, write: AFF, P O Box 2265, Bonita Springs, FL 34133, phone: 212-533-5420, e-mail

The Mind Control Forum has a home page at The home page contains links to readings against mind control. S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank MCF for linking to our home page.

HOPE Newsletter is a recovery forum created by and for abuse survivors and supportive others which focuses on healing and the recovery process. The annual subscription rate is $18.50, or $35.00 for 2 years. Contact: HOPE Newsletter, 1214 Arrowhead, Irving, TX 75060, phone 972-254-2693, fax 972-254-2246, e-mail

The 2nd International Conference on Children Exposed to Family Violence will be held at the Westin Hotel and London Convention Ctr, June 4-7, 1997, in London, Ont., Canada. For more information: Family Violence and Sexual Assault Institute, 1121 E SE Loop 323, #130, Tyler, TX 75701, 903-534-5100, fax 903-534-5454, e-mail and ask for Mary Lewis.

The Adult Survivor is a newsletter for those abused emotionally, sexually or physically as children. A one year subscription (6 iss.) is $8.00. For more information, write: The Adult Survivor, 1318 Ridgecrest Circle, Denton, TX 76205-5424

Edited by SMART. My son disclosed sexual abuse naming his father as the (alleged) offender. The accused hired a psychologist to declare that he was incapable of molesting the child and that I was ‘deeply disturbed’. THERE WAS NO TRIAL OR DUE PROCESS OF THE LAW. The accused offender was given custody of my two children and has taken them to Sweden. I have no opportunity to see them. The Swedish authorities say they have investigated the case, but never spoke to my teenage son and refuse to overturn what was done. For information about sexually abused children in Quebec go to Write to Claes Ortendahl who is the Swedish Minister of Health and Welfare,, Claes Ortendahl, General direktor FAX: 011-46-8 783 3252, Social Strylsen, S-10630 Stockholm, SWEDEN

Call for participants: A Ph. D. candidate is requesting potential participants who are “adult female incest survivors” to write for a survey questionnaire to fill out and return. Write: Barbara Sinor, M.A., P.O. Box 303, Etiwanda, CA 91739, no names need be given.

Hope in Healing – A Guide for survivors of sexual abuse by survivors by Tess Edwards and Mary Derouard is for clinicians and survivors. To order, send $12.00 and address to Source RE Source, 998 Bloor St West, P O 10546, Toronto, ON M6H 4H9, Canada, phone 416-531-1875, E-mail: