Issue 15 – July 1997


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Issue 15 – July 1997

The purpose of this newsletter is to help stop secret societies and groups from abusing others and to help those who have been abused by the Masons and other secret societies and groups.

This newsletter is not a substitute for other ways of recovery from ritual abuse. Readers should use caution while reading this newsletter. If necessary, make sure other support systems are available during and after reading this newsletter.

Important :

Resources mentioned in this newsletter are for educational value only. Reading the books cited may or may not help your recovery process, so use caution when reading any book or contacting any resource mentioned in this newsletter. Some may have a religious or other agenda that may be separate from your own recovery process. Others may have valuable information on the Masons and other organizations, but have triggers or be somewhat sympathetic to that organization. Resources listed, quoted and individual articles, etc. and their writers do not necessarily support all or any of the views mentioned in this newsletter.
Also, the views, facts and opinions mentioned in this newsletter are solely the opinions of the authors and are not necessarily the opinion of this newsletter or its editor.

“The Greatest Revenge is to Heal, then Turn Around and Help Someone Else.”- from The Grapevine

“The Greatest Revenge is to Stop Abusers from Making Victims” – a subscriber

(Copyright 1998 – All rights reserved. No reproduction of any material without written permission from the editor or individual authors.)

This is a reminder to subscribers that not all resources listed may be sympathetic to survivors of ritual abuse. Some resources may only want to deal with the spiritual aspects of secret societies. Others may only be familiar with non-ritual abuse survivors. Some may not believe in the existence of MPD (DID). We list resources to help survivors and others gather information to heal and help others. So, please use caution when contacting any resource. You may want to check them out in detail before telling them details of your story. If you have trouble wth a resource that claims to be sympathetic to survivors, please let us know.

Staying Out of the Cult

One of the most important things I have had to do to recover from alleged ritual abuse and mind control by the Masons was to stay out of the cult and stay away from those still in the cult. For me, this meant avoiding all family members and all correspondence from family members. Recently, during the summer equinox and full moon, I received an unsolicited phone call from a key cult family member that was read in robot-like fashion containing several triggers. This message would appear innocuous to a non-survivor. I could trace several phrases back to specific rituals with call back messages. Guilt has also been used in attempts to pull me back in.

Another way the alleged cult has tried to pull me back in is via a member that I knew when the member was a child. This child (now young adult), calls or writes me periodically asking me to attend this or that family or other function. Of course I don’t respond at all. That way there is no chance of additional triggers being used to pull me back into the cult.

Alleged cults like the Masons will often times do whatever it takes to retrieve members that have left. Often times members will be unknowingly programmed to carry messages to former members in an attempt to trigger them.

I encourage all readers of S.M.A.R.T. to be very careful when dealing with former alleged cult members, especially family ones. Often times they themselves may not know that they have been programmed. My decision has been no contact at all. This is the safest thing for me to do, plus, as I have become healthier, I have no desire to be around people who are “sick” and have no desire or strength to heal (especially those that abused me and continue to abuse others).

If you have any questions or comments about the above article, feel free to write S.M.A.R.T. with a response.

The following article is from a subscriber. Please use caution while reading, it may be triggering.

Alleged Masonic Ritual Abuse Testimony

At a very early age I was carried by my father (an alleged 32nd degree Mason) down steps into a large dimly lit room for an alleged Masonic ritual ceremony. He handed me to a man who wore a white robe and an odd shaped white hat. Off to the side were seated 19 or 20 young men allegedly waiting to be initiated into a Masonic degree. As I recalled the memory I was terrified by the piercing eyes (like small flashlights) staring at me in the dimly lit room.

I was then carried by the white robed men to the alter and he held me up as he said some words of ritual sacrifice to some image (I don’t know what it was). He then picked up a large shaker with a handle and shook a black substance over my body.

Next, the potentate, who wore a maroon robe and fez, walked over to the class of young men and faced them. He unrolled a scroll and began to read – “Hear ye, Hear ye, and then read a few sentences in Arabic. Then a weird tune was played on a reed-type horn.

I was then carried over to the side and I saw a needle and was given a shot to keep me quiet. Later I was carried to the altar and was strapped down to a slant board spread eagle. My exposed body was used and abused and exactly what they did to me is unclear since I was drugged. This was alleged Masonic Ritual Abuse….

This repressed memory was revealed to me through memory retrieval prayer. If interested read Fred Littauer’s books – “Freeing Your Mind From Memories That Bind” and “The Promise of Healing” found in Christian book stores. (S.M.A.R.T. note: Please use caution when reading any book mentioned in this newsletter.)

S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank this subscriber for sending us this article and encourages others to do the same.

The following article came from the testimony at the Advisory Committee on Human Radiation Experiments by Claudia Mullen, a survivor of alleged government sponsored mind control and ritual abuse. The words “alleged” are not part of the original text, they are inserted for legal protection. Please use caution while reading this, it may be triggering, especially if you have a similar background.

“Statement to Presidential Report on Radiation, Claudia S. Mullen, March 15, 1995.

I was born in 1950 and by the age of 7; I thought I was already accustomed to being an abused child. I was wrong. Nothing could have prepared me for what was to follow. Between the years of 1957 and 1984, I (allegedly) became a pawn in a government scheme, whose ultimate goal was mind control and ultimately to create the “perfect spy”. All through the use of chemicals, radiation, drugs, hypnosis, electric shock, isolation in large tubs of hot or cold water, sleep deprivation, brainwashing; and verbal, physical and emotional abuse. By the time I was 9, I was (allegedly) also being sexually abused and humiliated as a coercive technique.

I was exploited unwittingly for nearly three decades of my life and the only explanations given were: “That the end justifies the means” and “I was serving my country in their bold effort to fight communism”. I can only summarize my circumstances by saying, they took an already abused 7 year old child and compounded my suffering beyond belief. The saddest part is- I know for a fact; that I was not alone! There were countless other children in my same situation and there was no one to help us….until now.

I have already submitted as much information as possible; including project names, dates, subproject numbers, names of those people and agencies involved; functions and types of subjects being used. I am able to report this to you in such graphic detail; because of both my photographic memory and the arrogance of the doctors involved, who were certain they would always control my mind and my behavior. The process of recalling these atrocities certainly not an easy task; nor is it without some danger to my self and my family. However, I sincerely hope you will hear me out and have read the backup documents. To me….the risk is worth taking.

Dr. L. Wilson Greene, who (allegedly) claimed to have received 50 million dollars to his army chemical and radiological corporation, as part of TSD (Technical Science Division) of the CIA; once (allegedly) described to my (alleged) monitor, Dr. Charles Brown, “That children were used as subjects because they were more fun to work with and cheaper too. They needed lower profile subjects than soldiers or government people, so only young willing females will do….besides” he said, “I like scaring them…they and the agency think I’m a God…creating subjects and experiments for whatever deviant purposes SID (Dr. Sidney Gottlieb) and James (Dr. James Hamilton) (allegedly) can think up.

In 1958, I was to be (allegedly) tested they told me by some important doctors coming from a place called the “Society” (The Human Ecological Society). I was told to brave and cooperate though the tests might hurt. I was also instructed not to look at anyone’s face too hard and to ignore names. This was a secret project and I would be asked a lot of questions; then (allegedly) given “shots, X-rays and a little jolt of electricity….but to be brave and all those things would help me forget”. Naturally, as most children do, I did the opposite and remembered as much as I could!

A Dr. John Gittenger (allegedly) tested me and Dr. Cameron (allegedly) gave me the shocks and Dr. Greene (allegedly) the X-rays. Then, I was (allegedly) told by Sid (Dr. Gottlieb), “I was ripe for the big A” – meaning artichoke, I learned later.By the time I left to go home, just like every other time from then on, I would recall nothing of my tests or the different doctors. I would only remember what explanations Dr. Robert G. Heath (of Tulane Medical School) (allegedly) gave me for the odd bruises, needle marks, burns on my head and fingers and even the genital soreness. I had no reason to believe otherwise. Already, they had begun to control my mind!

By the next year when I turned 9; I was (allegedly) sent to a place in Maryland called Deep Creek Caverns to learn how “to sexually please men”. I was (allegedly) taught also how to coerce them into talking about themselves and then I had to prove my accurate recall. Richard Helms, Dr Gottlieb, George White and Morse Allen all (allegedly) planned on entrapping as many officials, agency targets, heads of academic institutions and foundations. Later if the funding started to dwindle or the head of the agency – John McCone (allegedly) decided he could no longer tolerate children being tortured, abused and shot full of biologicals and radiation; then he would be forced to continue the projects at all cost. I was to become a regular little “spy” for them after that summer, entrapping many unwitting men, with the use of hidden cameras. I was only 9 when this began.

Twice I overheard conversations concerning a place or part of the agency (allegedly) called ORD (Office of Research and Development) (allegedly) run by Dr. Greene, Dr. Stephen Aldrich, Martin Orne and Morse Allen. Once a crude remark was (allegedly) made by Dr. Gottlieb about a possible leak over in New Orleans East, involving a large group of retarded children who were being given massive doses of radiation. He asked, why Wilson was “so worried about a few retarded kids? After all, they would be the least likely kids to spill the beans!”

The second time I heard Dr. Martin Orne, who was (allegedly) the “director of the scientific office” and later changed to Institute for Experimental Research, (in order to keep more funding coming from different sources for the radiation and mind control experiments). Dr. Orne (allegedly) suggested “stepping up the amounts of all the stressors used on the subjects, such as chemical, biologicals, increasing the volts and length of the electric shock treatments, hypnosis and sexual humiliation” (the blackmail portion of the projects). He (allegedly) stated, “it needed to be done faster, then get rid of the subjects, as it was asking for “us” to come back and haunt them, by remembering.” Dr. Heath at first refused but more of the doctors agreed; although some seemed sincerely horrified at what they either witnessed or heard about.

Dr. Orne (allegedly) demanded that “executive action” be taken. When one of my “splits”; as they referred to my dissociated personalities, asked him (Dr. Orne) what “executive action meant?” ; he (allegedly) replied, “it means we get rid of the little bitch….you! Don’t you get it? You simply disappear, John (Dulles) can (allegedly) order that at any time; and even Mac (John McCone) would never even know what happened to you!”

There is much more I could tell you about government sponsored research including; project names, subproject numbers and the people involved with each. Also, I could include the facilities used, humiliating tests and other forms of torture/abuse utilized. However, I think I’ve given more than enough information to recommend further investigation of all mind control research projects – especially as they involve so much use of radiation.

I would love nothing more than to say I had dreamed all this up and need just to forget it…but that would be a tragic mistake! Not only that – it would be a lie. All these (alleged) atrocities did occur to me; and to countless other children. And all under the guise of “defending our country”!

It is because of the cumulative effects of (alleged) exposure to the radiation, chemicals, drugs, torture and subsequent mental and physical distress; that I have been robbed of the ability to work; and even bear children of my own! It is blatantly obvious that none of this was needed; nor should it have ever been allowed to take place at all.

The only means we have to seek out the awful truth and bring it to light (no matter how disgusting) is by opening whatever files remain on all the projects; through another Presidential commission. This time it seems the focus should be more on (alleged) mind control and brainwashing research funded by our own tax dollars! I believe this once great nation of ours has a right to know just what is fact and what is fiction. It is our greatest protection against the possibility of this ever happening again. If, by some chance, it has continued to this day, it needs to be stopped!

Now, I leave this matter in your capable hands. I can offer no more than what I have given you today…the truth! Thank you for your time.

Claudia Stewart Mullen (Chrystal Stone) – March 15, 1995

S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank Claudia for her permission to publish this report. Her e-mail address is She has short stories available (one is autobiographical) through Red Heart Press, 1712 Milan St, New Orleans, LA 70115. A video tape of the hearing is available from: Missoulians for a Clean Environment, P O Box 2885, Missoula, MT 59806, 406-543-7210. Also, see our resource section in this newsletter for information on how to order a text of the entire government proceedings, or how to get a copy of her radio interview.

The following letter is from a subscriber. Please use caution while reading, it may be triggering

Dear Neil, 4/24/97

Thank you for your newsletter. I’m an alleged survivor of a Masonic/Eastern Star family and White Shriners. My dad abused me after he would begin drinking. I’ve been in therapy two years. My therapist is treating me for MPD-DID and depression. My condition is so bad I had to go on SSI disability. Recovery is slow. When I feel stronger, I will write more about alleged Masonic and Eastern Star abuse. I have enclosed two poems about my alters and MPD. Two poems are about abuse from my parents.

God bless you. – Nancy Elston

Crazy Maze

The crazy maze,
swirling in my mind.

Alters young and old,
hiding from each other.

Flashbacks and memories,
Fragment thoughts and dreams.

Haunt all of us, we are no longer secret, we have made ourselves known.

Many Faces

Many faces in the mirror,
But there is one of me.

It’s difficult to brush my hair,
I don’t know who I’ll see.

The faces may be happy or sad,
young or old, good or bad.

They may be crying or laughing,
scared or shy.

Many faces I still see,
one day will be only me.

The Choice

The back door slams,
The refrigerator door opens.
Hear clinking of the bottles,
a sound heard before.

I want to run and hide,
sometimes fly out the door.
I stay away for hours,
not wanting to go back.

My aunts and cousins so nice,
they let me stay in their homes.
They don’t know my dad,
chases me around the house.

At times I sneak up to my room,
the stairs creaking gives me away.
I know Dad getting drunk,
Oh, no. I hear his footsteps
on the stairs, he’s dragging his feet.

This only means one things,
He plans to molest me.
There’s no where to hide,
Glad those days are over.


Please use caution while reading, these poems may be triggering.

Survivors, a Species (C. 1996)

The evil of the nightmare is that they the keepers of the status quo when the status quo was an america dotted with concentration camps called home and family and church, they were the evil ones, they were the perps and perp promoters

But we are the survivors, and what it took to survive their abuse, is a strength they may never understand

As a species, we are changing eventually we may become human we survivors will win over the evil and the sickness of the neanderthals who made the man laws/rules we survivors will win over the brainwashed robots that have erroneously been called human the species who are survivors, who promote non-violence, who detest child abuse, sexual abuse and ritual abuse are a species all our

As more and more survivors go through the process of rebirth and begin to prosecute the perps, begin to become survivors, the species, we grow in numbers that will overwhelm them and their


Please use caution when contacting any resource. These listings are for educational purposes only.

Warning: This following information may be very triggering: The Interim Report of the Advisory Committee on Human Radiation Experiments is available from the Superintendent of Documents, U.S. Government Printing Office. The stock number is 061-000-00819-5, for $9.00. Telephone orders: 202-512-1800, fax 202-512-2250 (8-4 EST), mail orders US Gov’t Printing Office, P O Box 371954, Pitts., PA 15250-7954. This includes Valerie Wolf’s testimony about mind control experiments allegedly performed by the CIA and doctors working for them, Claudia Mullen’s testimony as a survivors of torture and mind control as well as other survivors and professionals. There is also information on code numbers. Other information includes other organizations allegedly mentioned by patients during psychotherapy sessions including: Masons, KKK, neo-Nazis, Nazis, Nuclear Testing Area at Los Alamos, NM, United Nations, Federal Government Employees and clergy in Catholic, Baptist, Dutch Reform, Episcopal Churches and Reformed Jewish. Further information alleged that members of the Advisory Board for the False Memory Syndrome Foundation allegedly have CIA backgrounds, including Louis Jolyon West and Martin Orne, many FMS board members allegedly have military backgrounds and/or University ties where the CIA has funded drug and mind control experiments. There is also an excellent bibliography at the end of the report. S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank a subscriber for sending us a copy of this report.

On the Internet, there is a copy of the article Mind Control by Harry V. Martin and David Caul from the Napa Sentinel, c. 1991 at URL, This article includes descriptions of mind control via drugs including Nazi connections and a bibliography.

S.M.A.R.T. has heard from ACAA and a subscriber that Elizabeth Loftus will be the next President-Elect of the American Psychological Society (APS). The APS journal is allegedly edited by a former FMSF Advisory Board Member who developed the definition of FMS that is quoted in FMSF amicus briefs.

WARNING: THE FOLLOWING INFORMATION MAY BE TRIGGERING: MIND CONTROL IN CANADA Radio Series on CKLN 88.l FM (Ryerson University/Toronto) from March to October 1997, International Connection, Every Sunday morning at 9.30-10.30 am.

Canada has allegedly played a significant role in the U. S. CIA and military mind control programs. Institutes and doctors across Canada have allegedly participated in unethical mind control experiments leaving a legacy of child and adult survivors.

Interviews with: Lynne Moss-Sharman, Dr. Colin Ross, Ronald Howard Cohen, Valerie Wolf, MSW, Claudia Mullen, Dr. Stephen Kent, Jeanette Westbrook, law professor Alan Scheflin, Walter Bowart, Dr. Randy Noblitt and other survivors, researchers and therapists.

Transcripts and tapes available at the office of CKLN, 380 Victoria St., Jorgenson Hall, Ryerson University, Toronto. 416-595-1477. Transcripts on internet at or for e-mailing list contact:

The interviews have excellent information on mind control and the CIA. S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank Wayne Morris and all the other people involved for the great work they are doing in bringing this topic to the attention of governmental figures and the public.

However, S.M.A.R.T. believes it is necessary to let our readers know more about Dr. Colin Ross’ beliefs. Dr. Ross has done a lot of excellent research work showing connections between various agencies and groups. However, Dr. Ross is a member of FMSF (False Memory Syndrome Foundation). The following are quotes from his interview: “…The more serious criticism is that Multiple Personality is often unwittingly created by bad therapists. Now, that I agree with, and have testified about that in court.” (he mentions he has testified for a patient suing a therapist, he does believe MPD is real). “…I have had a bit of experience with the FMSF. I belong to the FMSF. I get their newsletter. I’ve been talked about, and have written in their newsletter.” (He mentions he has set up workshops with Pamela Freud, FMSF Executive Director, Elizabeth Loftus, a leading member of the FMSF advisory board, etc.) “…I agree with probably over half of what the majority of the people on the FMSF Advisory Board say….All these guidelines about false memories and memory not being reliable…the FMSF spearheaded that, so a lot of the work they have done has been incredibly helpful and I agree with it.” (he does mention that the false memory debate has affected therapy resources available for survivors negatively (because therapists have become paranoid).

S.M.A.R.T. disagrees with Dr. Colin Ross when he says that the work FMSF has done has been helpful. S.M.A.R.T. does not believe MPD can be unwittingly created by bad therapists. S.M.A.R.T. believes that MPD is created by severe abuse to young children over an extended period of time. S.M.A.R.T. believes it is important to know who the friends, partial friends and enemies of the survivor movement are. Some of the information they may provide may be very helpful at times and hurtful at other times. This is not an extreme stance, but a stance necessitated for the survival of the survivors in the movement. A “middle” or “moderate” stance may not be the best one, especially when dealing with an often hostile anti-survivor media.

But, the enemies of the movement can make us stronger. They force us to become stronger within and to be very sure that our memories are true (and they are).

ATTENTION SURVIVORS RITUALLY ABUSED IN NEW YORK – Survivor seeking people who were allegedly ritually abused by a Crowley oriented cult in Yonkers-Hastings area and Tappan Zee Bridge area of NY in 1960’s or 70’s. Also Brooklyn or Lower East Side of NYC. If your memories include these areas contact : Shelly c/o M. Kropveld, Info Cult, 5655 Park Ave. Suite 305, Montreal, Quebec, CANADA, H2V 4H2. (S.M.A.R.T. note: please use caution when answering any press release in this newsletter.)

Fighting Back is a newsletter for survivors of child sexual abuse. For more information, write: Fighting Back, P O Box 1958, London N8 7AW ENGLAND

The First Annual New England Conference on Child Sexual Abuse will be held September 22-23, 1997 at the Sheraton Hotel, Burlington, VT. For info: UVM, Cont. Ed. Attn.: CSA Conference, 30 S. Park Dr. Colchester, VT 05446

S.H.O.U.T (Survivors Helping Others Unite Together) will be having its first annual healing conference in April, 1998 in Des Moines, IA. For more information, S.H.O.U.T., P O Box 127, 13 W. Main St. #M105A, Marshalltown, IA 50158, 515-752-1200. (The above date has changed since this was published.)

2nd Annual Conference On SATANIC RITUAL ABUSE AND SECRET SOCIETIES Holiday Inn Westport-1973 Craigshire – St. Louis, Missouri. Sponsored By: FOLLOWERS OF JESUS CHRIST MINISTRIES AND SWORD OF THE SPIRIT OF TRUTH. OCTOBER 4th and 5th – 9 A.M. – 5 P.M. $80.00 for both days (or $55.00 per day) Early Registration available. TO RECEIVE REGISTRATION FORM: Call (812) 477-6338 or (314)305-0755 Please leave message with name, address, & phone number.

Books and Articles

“SECRET AGENDA: The United States Government, Nazi Scientists, and Project Paperclip, 1945 to 1990” was published in 1991 by Linda Hunt, former executive producer of CNN’s investigative unit. Hardback: $19.95. St. Martin’s Press, 175 Fifth Ave., New York, NY 10010. ISBN:0-312-05510-2. Well-documented. Also contains many pages of research notes and other information that helps the reader to find more information about a little known part of our country’s history: for decades, U.S. federal agencies allegedly illegally smuggled thousands of ardent Nazi criminals into our country, whitewashed their dossiers, and allegedly placed many of them in high-security positions with corporations, universities, Department of Defense contractors, NASA, and more. Some Nazis with medical knowledge gained from their concentration camp experiences allegedly taught MKULTRA personnel how to duplicate such experiments using the minds and bodies of unwitting American citizens. Many survivors of Nazi-ideologic ritual abuse and/or U.S. and Canadian government mind-control experiments can probably find some of their answers to “who” and “why” in Linda Hunt’s outstanding book. by Kathleen Sullivan

Fatal Convictions, by Shari P. Geller is a fictional account of “…one unrepentant convicted child molester after another…murdered by an anonymous vigilante-style killer.” Published by ReganBooks/ HarperCollins. You the Jury by Roseman, Esq., Criag, Esq., and Scott PH.D. highlights both sides of a child sexual abuse lawsuit. To order: Seven Locks Press, P O Box 25689, Santa Ana, CA 92799, 1-800-354-5348 Information provided by MASA – Mothers Against Sexual Abuse, 503 1/2 S Myrtle Ave, #9, Monrovia, CA 91016, 818-305-1986, e-mail:

Treason The New World Order by Gurudas, Retail $14.95 ISBN 0-945946-14-7. A reference work on the New World Order and Patriot movement with 833 footnotes, 885 quotes, 104 solutions, and 319 warnings about a coming corporate police state. Cassandra Press, Inc. $4.00- $5.00 P.O. Box 150868 San Rafael, CA 94915, 1-800-255-2665

Deeper Insights into the Illuminati Formula by Fritz Springmeier and Cisco Wheeler contains information about the hidden processes involved in mind control. The authors recommend the book for DID therapists and others that already have a basic understanding of mind-control. Buyers are required to have already read or bought a Vol. 2 book. Send $59 to Fritz Springmeier, 916 Linn Ave, Oregon City, OR 97045

A revised and expanded version of Cover-Up of the Century (Satanic Ritual Crime and World Conspiracy) by Daniel Ryder is now available. The book shows the reality of Satanic Ritual Abuse, cults networking, exposes on a worldwide satanic cult and also information on alleged clandestine government mind control experimentation. The book is available from CSS Publishing, 517 S. Main St., Lima, OH 45802 or 1-800-537-1030. A subscriber has told me the book is available for $13.95 (not inc. S + H).

The New Satanists by Linda Osborne Blood. Warner Books, 1994, contains information about the history of Satanism, details of documented ritual abuse cases, and information about current Satanic groups and organizations. She documents the arrest and investigation of Lt. Col. Aquino for his alleged rape and occult ritual abuse of children who attended the Army day-care center in Presidio, CA. There are descriptions of similar investigations into alleged ritual abuse at other military day-care centers. 244 pp, approx. $5.50 US. ISBN 0-446-36473-8. by K. Sullivan

The following may be triggering: Trancee Formation of America: The True Life Story of a CIA Slave by Cathy O’Brien and Mark Phillips. Cathy alleges she was a MKULTRA Presidential Model (eg: slave to presidents and other heads of state). Anyone who has had DC-level MKULTRA experiences are advised not to read Cathy’s book until most of their memories have been independently recovered and documented. Co-author Mark Phillips allegedly acknowledged at a 10/96 Atlanta conference that he is not qualified to help mind-control survivors deprogram. 244 pp, good reference list and index. $12.00 & $3.00 S&H. Global Trance Formation Info Ltd., P.O. Box 158352, Nashville, TN 37215. by Kathleen Sullivan

The newsletter “Center of Attention – The Bi-Weekly News and Comments of the Ascension Movement” has articles about secret societies, the New World Order and other topics in Issue #63. For more information: C.O.A., 2221 Bowers Ave, Santa Clara, CA 95051, 408-241-7981, e-mail:, url:

Double Vision a book by Anna Richardson (a pseudonym) is a travelogue of recovery from ritual abuse. She gives a first-person account of remembering and healing from severe trauma in a cult setting. Becoming One – A Story of Triumph over MPD by Sarah E. Olsen offers a first-person account of recovery from MPD (DID). These two books are published by Trilogy Books, 50 S Delacey Ave, #201, Pasadena, CA 91105, 818-440-0669.

Author of “Healing the Whole – The Diary of an Incest Survivor” by Yvette M Pennachia has a new home page at ~h.t.w.

Healing Through Poetry – My Recovery from Satanic Ritual Abuse and Multiple Personality Disorder by Heather L. published by The Print Center is now available for $10 total to Erik Berg, 3435 W 83rd St. #C16, Woodridge, IL 60517