Issue 20 – May 1998


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Issue 20 – May 1998

The purpose of this newsletter is to help stop secretive organizations and groups from abusing others and to help those who have been allegedly abused by the Masons, Mormons, government agencies and other secretive groups.

This newsletter is not a substitute for other ways of recovering from ritual abuse. Readers should use caution while reading this newsletter. If necessary, make sure other support systems are available during and after reading this newsletter.

The resources mentioned in this newsletter are for educational value only. Reading the books cited may or may not help your recovery process, so use caution when reading any book or contacting any resource mentioned in this newsletter. Some may have a religious or other agenda that may be separate from your own recovery process. Others may have valuable information on the Masons and other organizations, but have triggers or be somewhat sympathetic to those organizations. Resources listed, quoted and individual articles, etc. and their writers do not necessarily support all or any of the views mentioned in this newsletter. Also, the views, facts and opinions mentioned in this newsletter are solely the opinions of the authors and are not necessarily the opinions of this newsletter or its editor.

Copyright 1998 – All rights reserved.
No reproduction of any material without written permission from the editor and individual authors.

Please don’t forget to support our upcoming conference by either attending it or cosponsoring it. Information is enclosed. Thank you. Registrations with payments received before June 1, 1998 will receive a 5 percent discount. Also, please see the end of this home page for a special deal on back issues.

Editor’s Page

S.M.A.R.T.’s editor, Neil Brick will be speaking at the following conferences this summer.

S.H.O.U.T.’s 1998 National Conference, “Using the Arts as A Tool to Heal,” at the Marriot in Des Moines, IA, June 12-14, 1998. S.H.O.U.T., P O Box 127, 13 W. Main St. Marshalltown, IA 50158, E-mail:

The First Annual Ritual Abuse, Secretive Organizations and Mind Control Conference will be held on July 18-19, 1998 at the Ramada Inn at Bradley International Airport (between Hartford, CT and Springfield, MA). The purpose of the show will be to help survivors of the above heal and to help stop future occurrences of the above. The conference will be for survivors, co-survivors, helping professionals and others interested in the above topic. For more information write S.M.A.R.T.

“Unlock the Voices…Free the Spirit” Voices’ 16th Annual International Conference will be held July 24-26, 1998 at the Evanston Holiday Inn in Evanston, IL. VOICES, P O Box 148309, Chicago, IL 60614, 773-327-1500, E-mail:

If you can, please thank these groups for letting a representative from S.M.A.R.T. speak about ritual abuse and secretive organizations.

Survivor Article

The following article is Part 3 of a 3-part story (part #1 is in issue #18, #2 is in #19) from Elizabeth Rhoton, a survivor of alleged Mormonic ritual abuse. Please use caution while reading. It may be triggering.

Sw. became very ill. He became dehydrated. He had to be hospitalized. The doctor was very condescending. They ran multiple tests with nothing pointing to the cause of his illness. I am now assuming the doctor was looking for residual drugs. The child was showing all of the symptoms of drug withdrawal as his mother did. He was less than a month old and had been born with an enlarged liver.

C. had told the admitting office to not tell anyone. Sw. was hospitalized out of fear of her husband. Two women, Jo. and Ma., helped me keep a twenty-four hour vigil over Sw. (and C. as C. was very fearful).

While Jo. was there a man called the room asking about Sw. and C. Jo. was not familiar with the voice. Later we learned of the alleged involvement of the local bishop in the alleged abuse of my two oldest grandsons. C. started talking about her experiences [alleged abuse] at BYU. Had the Bishop told L of the hospitalization? Later evidence pointed to that supposition.

C. and the children started seeing Ka., therapist. They were afraid to tell anything. Ka. brought in a policeman to make H. feel safe. The children allegedly told of trucks, vans, cages, rape, ritual sacrifices, cameras, sexual orgies, drugs, caves, and allegedly named Bishop Ph., L. as well as other alleged perpetrators. A video was made for two different counties in TX and in OK. Nothing was allegedly ever done in either state.

Taylor County, TX, did not apparently investigate the destruction of C’s bedroom window by a bullet, when two children were in the room. I located several witnesses to L’s truck being in the area at the time. I believe they were NOT interviewed. R. is allegedly a friend of the investigating officer.

The chief of police in OK, came down to interview C. offering her immunity when he allegedly told her he thought she was “(very) guilty.” She panicked and refused to testify or allow anyone to interview the children other than their therapist.

One day L. arrived unannounced in our yard. R. went outside to send him on his way, or so I thought. I was told to stay in the house while R. went out to L’s truck. R. and L. were friendly. I watched from the utility room window with a rifle in my hands. Later I learned R. told L. he could not get C. and the children because of me.

Inside the house C. was hunched over the baby in the rocking chair in the living room. When R. returned to the room and sat down C. said, “I don’t know if I can live without the sex.” I was alarmed, R. allegedly jumped up and gave her a ‘priesthood blessing’. Too bad I didn’t realize then it was allegedly an alter personality speaking. The ‘priesthood blessings’, in my opinion, are given to control people, they certainly do
NOT cause DID to go away.

At that time I did not know about multiple personalities. I did not know the development of multiple personalities had to be done when the individual was a child. I did not know my husband’s family was in an alleged generational satanic cult, which I am assuming came down through the polygamous lines as time after time I heard from the pulpit that the whole church was blessed through those ‘choice’ lines.

We talked extensively to a woman, a M.A.S.A. representative, who was trying to get C. to press charges against L. She told us someone was allegedly reporting to OK everything that was going on. So now am I surprised? No, it was probably one of Ci’s alters as she and I were the only ones who talked to the woman.

After we hired one lawyer, and two other lawyers C. finally got her divorce and L. gave up all parental rights to the children. My babies were all safe on the TX ranch with R. and me. I could relax, make sure they had the proper therapy to heal. Then R. allegedly stopped all therapy for the children and C. Things went from bad to worse in a downhill run.

C. was remembering many details of her abuse as an adult. Did R. stop therapy because he did not want her or the children to reveal his alleged part in all of it? R. certainly did defend L. whenever I would mention the bruises on C. and the children by saying, “When she gets tired of it, she will come home.”

At least twice C. mentioned she wanted to return to L. and her ’employer’ who lived in Salt Lake, an alleged member of the Council of Twelve. She claimed to work for “The Corporation.” Both times she was told she could leave, but if she did, she would leave without the children and we would allegedly hold a funeral for her.

Anyone who wants to read the court transcript can. It is JFD-92-406 in El Reno, OK. It was finalized in 1993 in Canadian Co.

Before the therapy was stopped, we were contacted by MM. She said C. and the children had just disappeared. When MM would ask at church what happened to them, where did they go, no one would tell her. It was a taboo subject.

MM’s son had just returned from a mission, he was having memories about some of the same people. C. was afraid to talk to anyone. MM contacted an investigative reporter for KFOR-TV, OKC. He called and made arrangements to come to B., TX to interview C. while R. was gone from the ranch. The interview was aired under the name, “Are the Children Lying?” in Oklahoma City, KFOR-TV. [A copy can be obtained from Amber’s in OKC.]

When different people would contact us and we would tell them the family was out of the alleged cult and we would be told it is not that easy. I would ignorantly say this is the one case that is the exception. Some told me the alleged cult keeps control of its victims. I did not believe them. We had won. We were victorious. God had delivered a miracle for my family.

Little did I know how I wrong I was. The telephone would allegedly ring with chimes, or messages for alters, or I would walk into the kitchen at 2:00 a.m. to find C. on the telephone. As there were never any of the calls on the bills, I am assuming the calls were collect or 800 numbers.

After we stopped going to church, the Dallas temple president visited as did one former mission president of my son’s., and one of my son’s alleged torturers [along with the mission presidents] while he was on his mission in Brazil. The last one is allegedly now a Seventy, who was raised in Nazi Germany.

Now I am in another state allegedly driven from my beloved grandchildren and ranch by my children and husband because I saw and reported the alleged sexual abuse of my grandchildren by my husband. When I left, my grandchildren were home schooled, isolated, and not allowed anywhere off the ranch except with an alleged abusing adult. They were allowed no contact with other children, no off ranch activities.

At the time I left my son he thought he got direct revelation from god. I realize now all of them are apparently multiples with no desire to change. They can see no wrong in what they are doing to the children.

I have filed for divorce; I am not having much luck in getting this accomplished for R. controls all of the assets.

Additional information about this case is available from OCCULT RITUAL ABUSE; FACT OR FANTASY, 1995, published by Utah Lighthouse Ministry, P O Box 1884, Salt Lake City, UT 84110, written by Jerald and Sandra Tanner. Pp. 184-197.

Other books by the Tanners, SATANIC RITUAL ABUSE AND MORMONISM and MORMONISM, MAGIC AND MASONRY give further information. The first has a copy of “The Pace Report” [name given by readers] documenting alleged RA in UT by Mormons. Glenn Pace was a member of the Presiding Bishopric in Salt Lake City, which is part of the church hierarchy. Information on this is also in S.M.A.R.T. Issue #6.

Survivor Article

The following was written by Neil Brick, a survivor of alleged Masonic ritual abuse and the editor of S.M.A.R.T. Please use caution while reading this article. It may be triggering. Please do not reprint without written permission of the author.

I was born in 1959 in Boston, Massachusetts. I was usually unhappy as a child, unless I was out playing with friends or at school. I didn’t know why at the time, but I didn’t feel safe at home, unless I was in my room alone. When I was seven, I thought about committing suicide, but I never tried it.

Once I reached my teenage years, I didn’t have any friends. Many friends I had earlier realized I was too different and didn’t want to be my friend anymore. I was also too afraid to get close to others. But I knew how to stay out of trouble and get through school.

When I reached 18, I went to college. I was an emotional mess. I never wanted to go home, even though I lived right near my original home. I drank heavily on weekends and often embarrassed myself a great deal. After being beaten up by someone I had started a fight with, I was referred to counseling. I stayed in it for one year or so, and I started to learn how to trust someone and drink less.

During college I met my future wife. We were together in one form or another for almost ten years. In my 20’s I switched careers three times. The first time I was a computer programmer, the second I was a traveling salesman for my family’s business, the third I went into the field of education as a teacher. With my wife I learned how to really trust and get close to someone for the first time. I learned how to respect someone and not pick on others as much. I also had a kind of childhood, with teddy bears, etc. I went through a year of therapy in my mid-20’s, and began to get involved in meditation.

When I turned 30, I knew I needed a change. For some reason I was not happy and I was very tense and hard to get along with. Even though I didn’t want to, I occasionally went out to get drunk. I also used pornography from time to time, even though I was strongly against its use. I left the family business and got a Master’s Degree in Education. I also relocated away from most of my family of origin and divorced my wife, who I had been moving
away from emotionally for several years.

In 1990, during my divorce and relocation, I said to myself that I really wanted to know what was wrong with me. Why was I so unhappy and confused? The answers soon came very quickly. I started working on addiction withdrawal from codependency, alcohol, sexual addiction, food and television in 12 step programs. I had spread my addictions across the board so I could survive. During withdrawal, memories and extremely strong emotions began to surface whenever I was alone. I started having my first memories of sexual abuse and physical abuse. Some of these were very severe. The following year I realized that I was MPD (DID). I also realized that I was allegedly abused by the Masons and tried to find all the information I could about them. I almost committed myself, because the flashbacks were very strong and I thought I was hallucinating.

I spent several years in the early 90’s working several marginal jobs in and out of education. I had a store that sold light and sound machines, machines that could produce a quick hypnotic effect. These machines unintentionally helped me get my memories very quickly. They also relaxed me. After three years in 12 step programs I realized I needed something more. I felt I had internalized what they had to offer. So I left them, and after being assaulted, I started to take Karate. Karate helped me integrate my mind and body, and helped me be more confident and calm.

In the early 90’s I confronted all of my immediate family members about ritual abuse, child abuse and alleged Masonic abuse either in front of a therapist or alone. In most cases they either tried to discredit me when I left the office (saying I was “sick”), or tried to trigger me with cult death threats when I left. I realized my family could not hear what I had to say at this time. I cut off all contact with all family members and have had extremely limited contact now for several years. This has helped me recover much faster. Often they would trigger me either intentionally or unintentionally into alters or unhealthy mind states.

For several years I tried to find information on ritual abuse and secret societies (like the Masons). I also tried to get other organizations to help me get information or print my story, with little success. In 1993, S.O.A.R. (Survivors of Abusive Rituals) did an interview with me and published it. I realized the power of the pen. I knew then that I had to start a newsletter. In late 1994, I put out feelers to various people and organizations and in early 1995 I started S.M.A.R.T.

Originally the focus of the newsletter was possible Masonic involvement in ritual abuse. This quickly expanded to “offshoots” of the Masons and related groups, like the Mormons, Eastern Star, and the Rosicrucians. Later on I included possible governmental ritual abuse, such as doctors and groups either allegedly funded by the CIA or working with them. The more I researched the topic of ritual abuse and its origins in terms of groups, the more I realized that much of it is tied in together.

My recovery had grown tremendously, especially in the last two years. For the last two years I have held a job as a school teacher with a union, health benefits, a pension and a living wage. I have lived in relatively healthy living situations for four years now, three years in my current setting. The newsletter is now on the Internet and has a Home Page, so that survivors that need the information I have to recover can receive it. Our newsletter also sponsors conferences on ritual abuse. Several hundred people currently receive the newsletter, and I have spoken and/or presented my material at numerous conferences.

The most important thing is that now I am beginning to feel some peace within. Some days I feel really happy and relaxed. I feel much more confident than I used to, and much less fearful that I may switch into an alter and do something I wouldn’t normally do. I’ve uncovered most of the triggers and processed a lot of the emotions from the 18+ years of memories of ritual and child abuse. Now my job is to help others recover from this abuse, help stop the current alleged abuse of children by these groups and organizations and bring awareness about these groups alleged crimes to the public and other survivors’ organizations.

For information on how to receive permission to print this article, please contact Neil at S.M.A.R.T.


The following letters came to us via E-mail. Please use caution, it may be triggering. They have been edited for legal reasons and length.

Letter from Claudia Mullen, RN
(articles from or about Claudia are in Issues #15 and #17, a survivor of alleged government mind control and alleged Masonic ritual abuse)

Dear Neil,

I heard a “Rumor” that you were putting on your own conference. Congratulations! I know it will be a success with your energy behind it….

As you might know, Last October I was actually shot by an intruder in my own home. It was not related to any of my openness re: my testimony; nor anything I’ve written or been written about. No, it was allegedly a psychopathic ex-husband of a good friend of mine…; and so that friendship is over. I never dreamed giving her asylum, when needed, from this sadistic lunatic, would EVER result in an attempt on my life.

Believe me- I was shocked (quite literally) and spent 77 days in a S.I.C.U…But….I survived and am progressing slowly. Only this week, I am able to write a few E-Mails. It will be I more surgery (in upcoming weeks) and long rehabilitation to regain use of my hands (nerve damage) and be able to breathe normally without oxygen and build up some muscles. I should be in good shape by the end of this year, God willing.

I chose you to write as one of my first letters; because I was happy to hear about your conference…. I’d be interested in reading about your speakers, topics etc…

Also, I thought you could pass it along to others; who might have heard of my misfortune. I don’t want any rumors surfacing; that it was the direct result of my “speaking out”…NO! – In fact I intend to keep speaking about it. WE have nothing to fear from the bottom feeders….nothing! They know if they hit ANY of the MORE active survivors in the forefront of “our band of brave BEARERS of the TRUTH “; they would be in deep S**T.

WHO are the first people they’re going to look at???? BOTTOM FEEDERS!!!

I know I’ve named enough of them -still living- and so have many other brave souls. Then MORE people (US!) TALK about our experiences and not
be afraid to name – “names”; the MORE protected we all remain.

Honest, it may sound strange coming from me (especially after what I’ve been thru-AND the death threats I HAVE received throughout the years)…but they’ve tried to get me- I’ll admit that; but the worst I’ve received are some pretty scary attempts to try and get in my home (didn’t work). I’ve been kidnapped for a couple of hours and threatened…but…they HAD to let me go AND they could no longer use programming or triggers or any of that stuff. You see, it’s imperative, in order to fight these (people), you MUST be prepared!

MOST important- get though your deprogramming with your therapist; until there is ABSOLUTELY NO CHANCE…; that they can add MORE programming or access any old stuff. You MUST be FREE of all those ancient chains of control over you; that they once had! Once you’re free and have undone all those commands, secret signs & symbols that held you prisoner before; one you’re free …I can’t begin to tell you how liberating it is!

For example- I ran into my alleged “controller” just today and looked him in the face and though it was an ugly experience….it didn’t paralyze me. I was able to pass him by and mutter under my breath “Drop Dead!” I am free of all ties I once had to him and he’s never going to get me back!!! That’s a promise!!

Keep all evidence, documents, tapes etc. in secure places including an attorney, who knows your whole story and believes. A safety deposit box is a good place for a second copy.

Let the local police know WHO has threatened you and when-MAKE police reports! Give names of those you suspect are threatening you. That gives them top billing when [and if] something happens to you. They’re first to get questioned.

Tell as many people as possible without breaking any rules, so you can’t be sued for defamation of character.

I know about this because I am in the process of being sued. I have an attorney who is not worried. She says it’s merely another harassment technique.

Don’t lose Faith! Stay safe! and… keep talking. That’s all the advice I can give for now.

Good luck with you conference! Stay safe and well and keep in touch.

Sincerely, Claudia Mullen RN


“E-weapons” have existed and allegedly been in use since the early 1960’s. The existence of these weapons and their alleged use on civilians is widely known, but so far all media and government agencies pretend that e-weapons don’t exist.

I’m Eleanor White, age 56, of Hamilton, Ontario, Canada. I’m also a member of a group of about 50 alleged victims of involuntary electronic weapons testing and harassment, which is the current-day extension of what started in the 1950’s as “MKULTRA.”

(MKULTRA is an umbrella name for a group of over 200 covert psychological weapons and tactics development programs, allegedly initiated by the CIA and other US and Canadian government agencies. E-weapons are part of that effort, and after one publicized use of e-weapons by the Soviets against the U.S. embassy in Moscow in the mid 60’s, all further use and development has allegedly been conducted under the tightest secrecy.)

The secrecy surrounding the ongoing involuntary alleged use of human guinea pigs by government contractors has so far prevented us from getting any help from government agencies or the media. You see, psychological weapons and tactics need live, and in many cases, involuntary, test subjects (unlike, say, armor-piercing weapons.)

The excuse allegedly used by the testing corporations and agencies is “to sacrifice the few for the good of the many.” I can personally assure you, “the few” don’t like this arrangement at all!

As part of our effort to acquaint the public with these ongoing and now slowly spreading atrocities, we alleged victims have begun to encapsulate small segments of our experience as guinea pigs, in short, reader-friendly texts, of usually one to two single-spaced typewritten pages each.

We would be grateful if you would consider posting one “E-Weapons Diary” entry each week or each issue.

Although it is difficult to prove the use of weapons which are silent and leave no trace whatever, our diary entries may still be presented as allegations rather than fact.

We are mature adults, telling the truth, and most of us are easily reachable by telephone, E-mail, or for personal interviews. This phenomenon is for real, and the significance for the future is extreme.

A sampling of diary entries is posted at this web site address:

Eleanor White, P.Eng., VE3LKE
430 Cumberland Ave. #312
Hamilton, Ontario L8M 3M9
Canada, Days: 905-545-6488


The following poem is from a survivor of alleged Masonic ritual abuse. Please use caution while reading. They may be triggering.

The Child Within

I hear a child crying, with terror and in pain, I looked around to find her, I looked again and again. The Holy Spirit whispered, she’s nowhere to be seen, For that hurting little child is hidden deep within.

I said, “Lord please show me the crying child inside,” And by his spirit He showed me, and I cried and cried and cried. Bruised and battered and bloody, afraid, tattered and torn, Alone confused, abused, wishing she’s never been born.

“What is this Lord” I said, I do not understand, Then toward the veil of my past He led me by the hand. There I saw an evil man who looked just like my dad, despicable thing he did to me, horrible things, evil, bad.

Surely this is not my daddy who I thought loved me so; Alas the screams confirmed what I didn’t want to know. I recoiled at these helpless cries, “No daddy, daddy no!” “If, as you say, you love me, why do you hurt me so?”

“Shut up, child, now do not scream or yell, You will fare much worse indeed if you chose to tell.” The harmful threats were nothing compared to lost innocence; God, what an evil man to violate my conscience.

But daddy was a minister, how could this be, That he preached the Love of Jesus, yet violated me!” Seems like double standards, something sure is odd, if this is what my daddy is, what are You like, God?”

And mother where were you, where was your protection, Did you offer the same as Dad, the ultimate rejection? Where was your love and nurture, mother and father dear, All that you have given me is distrust and fear!

Yes, I am angry and so full of rage, For your evil and neglect of me at such a tender age. For the guilt and shame I wear as a cloak, And my self esteem gone up in smoke!

Thanks for the self-hatred You have bred in me, Worn as a filthy garment for all to see. Your satanic plunder caused my self rejection, And place me on a path of self-destruction.

This is not only the cause of my distrust of men, But my struggle to trust God you instilled back then. O, the heartache that you’ve caused, if only you knew, All those evil actions am sure you would rue.

Look, now the scene has changed, here comes a man in white, He’s reaching into the darkness and leading me into His light. He asks me for my filthy clothes, and I remove them, every one – Anger, rage, terror, fear, I’m giving them all to God’s son.

Now He’s gently washing me, bathing me with His Love, He’s holding me in his strong arms as gently as a dove. I feel his acceptance as I enjoy His embrace, I am filled with such peace as I gaze at Jesus’ face.

“Come with me, little child” He whispers in my ear, Let’s walk through your childhood together year by year” Now he looks at me, the adult with a look of satisfaction, A warm look of approval at His rescue operation.

As I look on as the adult, Jesus with my child walks away, Naked and unashamed she walks, free now to go her way: Healed, delivered, whole, yes, completely free, No longer crying on the inside, no longer part of me.

Thank you Father God, that You’re still on the throne, And because of your son I am Your very own, Cleansed by Jesus’ blood, washed as white as snow, I’m saved, healed and freed, to heaven I will go.

Dad, now I know the truth I don’t feel quite the same, But today I choose to forgive you, and release you from all blame. I release the bonds of hatred with which I’ve held you in captivity, I break off every fetter and set you completely free!

Copyright: Lee Habbershaw 2.2.’95


Hi, there, Come over here. So I can see what you want to do to me. How could someone that I love hurt me so. Where did your love go? Do you even know?

Love is, a toy to you. String me along, like a puppet, for so long. Now you’re gone. Beat me, and hurt me is you’re way of setting your emotions free.

I hate you, I love you, And I don’t understand how a nice man, could turn to a violent man.

Sherry Ann Mary Byron


Lost in a world. Where everything is not the way it should be. Left to put it all together, but the pieces won’t fit.

Turn up the music, but the silence remains. Go where people are, but the loneliness is still there. Hurt from you. What do I do!

Things will never be the way they should be. So welcome the silence. And feel the loneliness. Alone with your memories. In this big big world.

You did more than hurt me. You dropped me, and far far I fell. Welcome to the world, a world of hell.

Sherry Ann Mary Byron

Red Curtains

Red Curtains cover my black window like an eye bleeding in the night, I cannot help but wonder why I feel the way I do animals come to and talk to me and tell me I’m no good little white bunnies with blood dripping from their fangs and little chipmunks with claws for hands and feet

Little creatures shaped like mother nature’s creations follow you around with everlasting patience always watching and listening and waiting
for the perfect moment to pounce

Sarah Progress c 1992

Only a Child

Only a child is what she was but…as your flesh…bare cold flesh touched hers, you stole the wonderful childhood from her, ripped away like my love for life stop I scream but you don’t, not until you’re satisfied and through with my cold shivering body, as you leave I hear laughter as you say come again another day, in a cold fearless voice, come again another day

Sarah Progress c 1992


Please note: Listing of these resources does not necessarily constitute our endorsement of them. They are for educational value only and some may be triggering.

Journey Into Madness by Gordon Thomas, discusses the CIA’s long history of allegedly sponsoring torture and medical abuse. The book discusses in part the alleged roles of Allen Dulles, William Casey and Dr. Ewen Cameron. Bantam Books, 66(*)6 5th Ave, NY, NY 10103, ISBN 0-553-05357-4. S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank a subscriber for this information.

Please use caution. The following may be triggering: Virtual Government: CIA Mind Control Operations in America by Alex Constantine, Feral House, Venice, CA. (1997) $14.95. Some selected chapter headings (&sub-) are provided chronologically: “Preamble: On the Road to the Fourth Reich – The Geopolitical Framework of Virtual Government”; “The CIA: The Birth of Operation MOCKINGBIRD, and the Takeover of the Corporate Press & the Programming of Public Opinion;” “Virtual Government: Alien Abduction, Psychic Warfare and Cult Programming – Military Corporate, Academic and Quasi-Religious Fronts for Mind Control Operations in America” [remote-viewing/non-lethal weaponry/Aviary/SRI/OTO dung heap exposed]; “The Search for the Manchurian Preschooler” and “McMartin Preschool Revisited” – subheading: “The Wall.”

STARSHINE – One Woman’s Valiant Escape from Mind Control – by Brice Taylor “offers a fascinating glimpse of one survivor’s struggle to overcome mind control and ritual abuse.” (Beth Vargo) Available from Brice Taylor Trust, P.O. Box 655, Landrum, SC 29356. Also, now available: “Revivification – A Gentle, Alternative Memory Retrieval Process for Trauma Survivors” by Brice Taylor.

S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank HEARTS ART, A Newsletter and Art Forum for Victims, Survivors, and Thrivers for publishing “A Ritual Abuse Survivor’s Recovery” by Neil Brick (editor of S.M.A.R.T.) in their March 1998 issue. Hearts Art is available by writing: P O Box 28755, Raleigh, NC 27611-8755

Capt. Thomas White has been an investigator of Ritualistic Criminal Behavior for the past 20-25 years. He is looking for individuals who were or are currently being abused by satanic or other cults in the New England area and is trying to cross check information and data between individuals who were perpetrated against by these non-traditional groups. He is also trying to document whether certain specific groups are still active in the area. If you would like to contact him he can be reached at: E-mail – Phone days – (617)426-9170 x114

Third Annual Conference on Ritual Abuse and Secret Societies will be held in St. Louis, MO. on August 21-23, 1998, sponsored by Followers of Jesus Christ Ministries and South County Christian Counseling Center. For more information call: South County Christian Counseling Center 314-305-0755, or Followers of Jesus Christ Ministries 812-477-6338.

For $15 you can get a video tape of the ACHES-MC survivors and professionals making statements followed by Claudia, Chris and Valerie Wolf giving their testimony at the Presidential Hearings in March 1995. Contact Blanche Chavoustie USA contact for ACHES-MC, Advocacy Committee for Human Experimentation Survivors – Mind Control, E-mail:, P O Box 108, Syosset, NY 11791. Transcripts of Claudia’s and Valerie’s BTC Chicago workshops are available at

Please use caution while reading the following and visiting these site. Some sites may have triggering graphics. They are pro-Masonic sites.

Information about the “Scottish Rite Schizophrenia Research Program” is available at, or The Supreme Council 33 degree, Scottish Rite Northern Masonic Jurisdiction, USA, Office of the Schizophrenia Research Program, P O Box 519 – 33 Marrett Rd, Lexington, MA 02173. The Scottish Rite Journal online has information about Masonic philanthropies, Albert Pike, etc.,, The Supreme Council, 33 degree, Southern Jurisdiction, USA, 1733 16th St. NW, Washington, D.C. 20009-3103.

S.I.A. (Survivors of Incest Anonymous) has 12 step meetings and literature for survivors of ritual abuse. For more information, write: SIA, P O 21817, Balt, MD 21222, 410-282-3400

Mississippi Statewide Conference on Child Abuse and Neglect, April 16-17, 1998, Coliseum Ramada Inn, Jackson, MS will be sponsored by the Mississippi Committee for Prevention of Child Abuse, 615 Barksdale St., Jackson, MS 39202, 601-969-1995, 1-800-373-7651

Whispers 98 San Francisco, The Morris Center’s third annual exhibit of creativity and art by adult survivors of abuse will occur during August 1998. The Morris Center, P O 14038, San Francisco, CA 94114-0038, E-mail:

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Please use caution while reading. It may be triggering. S.M.A.R.T. is a newsletter about the possible connections between secret societies (like the Masons) and certain govt. agencies, and ritual abuse and mind control. Issues are published bimonthly for $2.00 (US) each. Subscriptions are $12 a year (U.S.), (Canada/Mexico – $18.00, others – $27.00 (U.S. Banks and dollars only, please)), hard copies free (U.S.) -if you can’t afford it, E-mail free around the world – if you can’t afford it). Issues #9 – #20 are available via E-mail. Note: all facts are alleged.

(names are not always article writers)

#1 Reviews: Ritual Abuse – M. Smith, Masonic RA’s thesis, D. Carrico’s books, Masonic RA’s story(N. Brick), Pt 1 – March 1995

#2 Masonic RA’s story (Kris S.), Saints Alive Masonic Info, Mary’s letter, Eastern Star Info (C. Burns), N. Brick Part 2 – May 1995

#3 Nazi Free Mason RA, Masonic Info (C. Burns) July 1995

#4 Brick interview (S.O.A.R.), Former Mason’s Story(Shaw, McKenney) September 1995

#5 Masonic Research(W. Schnoebelen), Reviews: Masonic influences, PETA article, November 1995

#6 Possible Influences in RA (S. Kent), Masonic RA Story (Kim), Mormon RA info. (Tanner’s, McCallister) January 1996

#7 Masonry Articles(ed. Decker), Masonic influences (Keith) March 1996

#8 Cult Facts (Hassan), RA-Indiana (Doninger), Mormon Info May 1996

#9 Review: “Cult & Ritual Abuse” (Noblitt, Perskin), Masonic RA story (Kim), Masonic RA story (Sonora) July 1996

#10 Overview of RA & Masonry/Mormonism (Brick), RA essay(Cara) Part 1, Electroshock (Kim), Mother Jones rebuttal (Brick) September 1996

#11 Improving anti-RA movement (Brick), Cara-Part 2 November 1996

#12 Fighting RA (Brick), Therapist w/RA info, Masonic RA story (Sullivan), SBC info., Masonic RA letter, BTC/Gillotte, /Brick letter exchange, AFF rebuttal letter, January 1997

#13 Mind Control (Brick), Masonic/Rosicrucian/ Aryan RA story (C. Beck), C. Finney info., S. Kent letter, Masonic RA inquiry March 1997

#14 Govt. mind control, Mormonic RA story, Eastern Star RA story, Rosicrucian info., Grange info. May 1997

#15 Masonic RA story, Govt. RA and MC story (C. Mullen), info. on govt. MC and RA, July 1997

#16 Fighting RA (Brick), Masonic RA, Golden Dawn RA (Sullivan), 98 conference, September 1997

#17 Govt. RA and MC (C. Mullen), Mini-resource list November 1997

#18 Mormon RA (E. Rhoton), RA Article (Anna) January 1998

#19 CIA, Masonic RA (L. Moss-Sharman), RA Story (K. Sullivan), “Mormonism, Masonry…” book review (C. Burns), Mormon RA (E. Rhoton) March 1998

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