Issue 22 – September, 1998

P O Box 1295
Easthampton, MA 01027

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Issue 22 – September, 1998

The purpose of this newsletter is to help stop secretive organizations and groups from abusing others and to help those who have been allegedly abused by the Masons, Mormons, government agencies and other secretive groups.

This newsletter is not a substitute for other ways of recovering from ritual abuse. Readers should use caution while reading this newsletter. If necessary, make sure other support systems are available during and after reading this newsletter.


The resources mentioned in this newsletter are for educational value only. Reading the books cited may or may not help your recovery process, so use caution when reading any book or contacting any resource mentioned in this newsletter. Some may have a religious or other agenda that may be separate from your own recovery process. Others may have valuable information on the Masons and other organizations, but have triggers or be somewhat sympathetic to those organizations. Resources listed, quoted and individual articles, etc. and their writers do not necessarily support all or any of the views mentioned in this newsletter. Also, the views, facts and opinions mentioned in this newsletter are solely the opinions of the authors and are not necessarily the opinions of this newsletter or its editor.

Copyright 1998 – All rights reserved.

No reproduction of any material without written permission from the editor and individual authors.

This issue contains:

List of survivor treatment centers, etc.

Information on our 1999 conference

How to order tapes from our 1998 conference
S.M.A.R.T.’s July, 1998 Ritual Abuse Conference Tape Information

Editor’s Page

We now have a new address (starting 8/28/98) P. O Box 1295, Easthampton, MA 01027-1295 USA

The First Annual Ritual Abuse, Secretive Organizations and Mind Control Conference was held on July 18-19, 1998 at the Ramada Inn at Bradley International Airport (between Hartford, CT and Springfield, MA) was a very successful conference. Several people mentioned that it was the best conference they have ever been to.

“Unlock the Voices…Free the Spirit” Voices’ 16th Annual International Conference was held July 24-26, 1998 at the Evanston Holiday Inn in Evanston, IL. I spoke at this conference. Unfortunately, only part of my presentation was recorded, putting the second part of the presentation out of context, so I requested that this portion, approximately the last 45 minutes out of 90 minutes, not be sold.

I recommend that those interested in hearing the presentation purchase my tape from the S.M.A.R.T. conference. Other than the question and answer session, both are very similar except for the following parts.

I talked about how secrets can make us sicker. In a dysfunctional family, secrets can cover up problems. My hope in discussing these issues in public was to help make the survivor movement stronger and make all conferences safer for survivors.

I talked about how I was not allowed to speak at VOICES in San Francisco in 1997. The person choosing the speakers told me that I was not allowed to speak because I talked about (alleged) Masonic ritual abuse. Only one speaker’s topic was directly about ritual abuse. When I mentioned the fact that I wasn’t allowed to speak at that conference to a senior person at VOICES, they apologized to me and said I should resubmit a proposal for next year (1998). I did and was accepted. VOICES this year also had many more people speaking about ritual abuse.

Another topic I discussed was the rejection of my letter to VOICES’ Chorus (a newsletter) responding to a fairly recent VOICES’ Chorus article about Dr. Colin Ross (a member of FMSF). Part of their response was “who belongs to what is a diversion from what our focus should be…to aid victims to become survivors and thrivers….we do not engage in back and forth rebuttals…” The following is a copy of the original letter I sent via E-mail:

May 8, 1998, VOICES in Action, Chicago

Dear Chorus Editor,

Hi! I really enjoy reading your newsletter and at times the information has helped me greatly. I saw an article from Colin A. Ross, M.D. in your latest newsletter (Vol. X, #2). The article was very well written and has lots of excellent information. Some of the work Dr. Ross has done is excellent, but I have trouble with several of his beliefs. The following is an excerpt from S.M.A.R.T. Newsletter #15, 6/97.

“…S.M.A.R.T. believes it is necessary to let our readers know more about Dr. Colin Ross’ beliefs. Dr. Ross has done a lot of excellent research work showing connections between various agencies and groups. However, Dr. Ross is a member of FMSF (False Memory Syndrome Foundation). The following are quotes from his interview (on CKLN Radio): “…The more serious criticism is that Multiple Personality is often unwittingly created by bad therapists. Now, that I agree with, and have testified about that in court.” (he mentions he has testified for a patient suing a therapist, he does believe MPD is real). “…I have had a bit of experience with the FMSF. I belong to the FMSF. I get their newsletter. I’ve been talked about, and have written in their newsletter.” (He mentions he has set up workshops with Pamela Freud, FMSF Executive Director, Elizabeth Loftus, a leading member of the FMSF advisory board, etc.) “…I agree with probably over half of what the majority of the people on the FMSF Advisory Board say….All these guidelines about false memories and memory not being reliable…the FMSF spearheaded that, so a lot of the work they have done has been incredibly helpful and I agree with it.” (he does mention that the false memory debate has affected therapy resources available for survivors negatively (because therapists have become paranoid).

S.M.A.R.T. disagrees with Dr. Colin Ross when he says that the work FMSF has done has been helpful. S.M.A.R.T. does not believe MPD can be unwittingly created by bad therapists. S.M.A.R.T. believes that MPD is created by severe abuse to young children over an extended period of time.

The above information (the quotes) is from CKLN, 380 Victoria St., Jorgenson Hall, Ryerson University, Toronto. 416-595-1477. Transcripts on Internet at or for e-mailing list contact: The interviews have excellent information on mind control and the CIA. Feel free to print this in your next newsletter. Please do not edit without our written permission. Thanks.

Sincerely, Neil Brick, Editor

I talked with VOICES at the conference and I hope that some sort of rebuttal will be printed in the future. I also mentioned that part of making the survivors’ movement stronger is to make it “cleaner,” by trying to keep out as many alleged perpetrators as possible (including those of mind control) from all survivor conferences. I mentioned that I do not want to divide or weaken the movement, but I wanted to put some light on some of the problems within the movement in a constructive and healthy way.

I hope that in the future conference coordinators of all survivor conferences will learn more about mind control and how triggers can be used to hurt survivors, so that survivors will be safer at all conferences.

In general, S.M.A.R.T. recommends always bringing a support person to all conferences. If you are a survivor of mind control and/or ritual abuse, S.M.A.R.T. recommends that you try to bring a safe support person that is familiar with mind control techniques.

Survivor Article

The following article was sent to us by a survivor. Please use caution while reading it may be triggering. The names have been changed by the original writer.

I am writing this in hopes of networking and perhaps reaching other survivors who have experienced something similar. I am sharing this to speak my truth and to share the light of healing.

This article is in regards to my therapist and the injustice that she has had to endure at the hands of the alleged satanic cult I was born into. My therapist is a certified hypnotherapist and is also in Reality Therapy. She was the director of a local counseling center and she began a healing, spiritual group, called The Path of the Heart. She offers an alternative approach to some of the traditional therapy and states that clearly when a new client interviews with her. She offers hypnotherapy, regressive work and Holotropic Breathwork as effective and powerful modes of releasing trauma and integrating healing and spirituality.

I was 21 years old when I left the alleged transgenerational satanic cult. A suicide attempt led me to my therapist and a former friend and co-survivor (I’ll call her Sara) was already in therapy with her (I’ll call her Joan), and suggested that I might also see Joan for therapy. Sara had allegedly been involved in the same cult and had found Joan to be patient, compassionate and helpful. Sara had been in traditional therapy for a year with little success and had been hospitalized several times for suicidal ideation and severe depressions. Sara spoke highly of Joan. I began seeing Joan and immediately felt safe and comfortable. I myself had been struggling with eating disorders, severe depression and suicidal ideation and Joan was a huge source of relief for me. I felt understood and validated for the first time and this allowed my repressed memories to surface of alleged incest, satanic ritual abuse, mind control and military programming/experimentation through regressive work. I finally felt sane and as though I was no longer the crazy one. I began to feel hope and the pieces of my fragmented past began to fit together.

After the first one and a half years of therapy I felt empowered enough to leave my family and the alleged cult and I broke contact. My family pursued me through phone calls, letters and unannounced visits in an attempt to have me return to the alleged cult. My parents saw Joan twice to try and get information about me and were furious that Joan believed my alleged memories of horrendous abuse. This began the rageful spiral of the alleged cult against Joan.

About three and a half years ago Sara began pulling away from therapy. We now know that in her duration of therapy she had never broken contact with her family and the alleged cult. The programming seemed too difficult for her to break and she made the statement, “They’ll never let me go.” She began transferring her rage at her mother onto Joan, blurring the lines of reality. Due to the intense alleged programming Sara began saying that she had not been allegedly ritually abused or incested. Sara quit seeing Joan, but not before attempting to get me to go back with her. Sara was allegedly one of my main programmers and so for me not to return to the alleged cult meant failure and punishment for Sara.

Two years later a lawsuit was filed against Joan alleging that she had implanted the memories into the thirty-two year old Sara and that Joan had forced her to quit her job and leave her family. My parents filed similar charges against Joan claiming that she had taken me away from my family and implanted false memories. Sara and my parents claimed that Joan had allegedly brainwashed Sara and I. True survivors know what encompasses brainwashing: deprivation, repeated torture, isolation, and threats to name a few components. Obviously Sara and I had never experienced those things from Joan, but we allegedly had from the alleged cult. Sara allegedly went on to join forces with the False Memory Foundation. Charges were also filed against Joan about alleged insurance fraud. Some survivors/clients did not have insurance providers that carried Joan on their plan. Two other psychologists in Joans’ office agreed to see the clients and assess them and then refer them to Joan. Joan was forced to close her business a year later because of financial losses.

These are merely “smoke screens” of the underlying agenda. Joan represented a threat- a danger- to the dark existence of the alleged cult. They allegedly believed she needed to be silenced and removed from the therapeutic field. The alleged cult knew Joan was not afraid to face these alleged horrific crimes with her clients and that her clients were healing, and their lives improving. What has come forth in the last three years is that this has been the plan of the alleged cult for many years. I have had alleged memories of the cult using women who physically looked life Joan and they would dress her up like Joan to program us to quit seeing Joan. The cult claimed they would take her away and put her in prison. They set up alleged mock trials and prisons and subjected us to atrocities of the legal and prison systems. The cult allegedly programmed us that they would kill Joan and her family if we did not stay in the cult or return to the cult and do what they wanted. The cult allegedly tried to program us to believe that Joan would leave us if she knew about all of the horrors of our cult past. Sara was allegedly part of these memories and did some of the programming against Joan. The cult allegedly programmed some of my cult alters to kill Joan and plant bombs in her car and home. The cult also allegedly videotaped Joan and her husband in intimate moments and we were then forced to watch the videotape in another attempt to turn us against Joan. Sara has allegedly audio taped Joans’ voice and dubbed over her original words in attempts to confuse us and return to the cult, as well as stole private files and computer disks from Joans’ office. One of Joans’ secretaries in her office received threatening phone calls from alleged cult members and other alleged cult members would show up outside Joans’ office during my hypnotherapy sessions to watch and trigger the visual programming cues. My alters have never carried through any of this programming because of what Joan has represented to us: courage, hope, truth and love. Joan has helped deprogram my cult alters and has walked right beside me on this path of recovery and healing, never faltering or
giving up on me.

Two years of stress, anxiety and preparation have gone into what ended on June 26, 1998. I took the witness stand to defend who and what we believed in- to finally speak the truth and uncover years of buried secrets and horrors. My parents and Sara were allowed to read letters to the Judge about their perceived suffering and injustice. They were not under oath and their letters were filled with alleged programming cues. The pre-sentencing investigator prepared an initially glowing report about Joan, attesting to her extensive work in the field of drug and alcohol rehabilitation with youths and adults, Reality Therapy and community work. Then the report changed drastically indicating that Joan was “dangerous” and listed the date of incarceration as, “6*6/6*6*6/6*6*6*6.” (asterisks added)

I read my letter to the Judge regarding Joan’s personal character and the productiveness of her work with me. My words seemed to fall upon deaf ears and after listening to other alleged cult members speak out against Joan, the Judge had allegedly already made up his mind and sentenced Joan to two and a half years in prison. The court officers led her away in handcuffs. This was the woman who I trusted when I thought I could never trust again and who had represented freedom and light to me- all of a sudden gone. The vindictiveness of these people had taken her away from the people who cared about her and the people that she cared about. The persecutors “high-fived” and hugged each other as tears streamed down my cheeks.

If I do not speak out against this injustice then the cult has won and their programming of me to never speak about satanic ritual abuse, mind control and military programming has been successful. I will not let that happen. I have been recovering now for eight years and no one can take that away from me. I will not back down against the cult, nor will I be silenced. Too many victims have suffered and died at the hands of the cults’ darkness. Joan has dedicated too much time and energy to assisting survivors and had lost thousands of dollars profit on me because she has been willing to see me on a sliding scale fee basis. Her intentions have only been to help those who have suffered at the hands of the alleged cults and secret organizations. She has been willing to go through the horror of these alleged abuses with me and never doubt me. She has always been encouraging and positive and worked to educate herself about SRA, mind control and military programming/experimentation. She is one of the few therapists in the St. Louis area who is proficient and knowledgeable in these areas. She believes in the power of good, light and spirituality as healing components and that the secrets and the evil must be exposed.

She has now been in prison for one month and I have heard from her. Despite her horrible circumstances and surroundings she is keeping the faith and wants me to continue to heal and promote the truth.

If there would be any references, legal consults, support organizations and people that may be able to assist me in anyway I would be most appreciative. I can be reached at: Path of the Heart, c/o Kelly, P O Box lO3, Valley Park, MO 63088-0103


The following poems are from subscribers. Please use caution while reading. They may be triggering.


She is ubiquitous. She is voiceless, faceless, mindless. She is a thing. She is dehumanized, non-human, thing. Minimized. Denied. She doesn’t exist. In Amerika. In Thailand. She doesn’t exist. In Europe. In India. In Africa. In Australia. She doesn’t exist. In China. In Canada. In Asia. In South America. She doesn’t exist. The world over. She is ubiquitous.

She is alone. Discarded. Discounted. Disguised, Diseased. Disregarded. She is alone. She is bought. She is sold. By her brother, her father her uncle or neighbor. She is raped, mutilated, killed, by one, by two together, three or entire groups, with or without audiences. She is photographed. She is filmed. With or without audiences. She is passed around like a deck of cards. She is bound. She is gagged. She is used. Day in and day out. Without censure. And the world passes by. Life goes on. For some. For those who live, still.

She is ubiquitously voiceless, existenceless, The child prostitute. She is everywhere among us. Those who have survived and those who have not. Perhaps she is the ubiquitous sacrificial lamb, for the voracious patriarchal beast, who insists on appeasement, everywhere men are, which perhaps enables the rest of us to endure lessor insult. Perhaps not.

In addition to being brutalized, hour after hour, day after day, year after year, providing she continues to live, she also becomes the repository for society’s shame and blame. She is charged with the onus for what is done to her by perpetrators and by society. She is charged with the onus of silence. The child prostitute. She carries a lot of weight. The child prostitute. She carries a lot of weight.

The following poem may be triggering. Please use caution while reading it. All facts are alleged.


In a cage, Up high,
Down below, A ritual.
Jennifer! Jen!
“Grandmother, help me!”

In a cage, Rattlin’ bars,
In a cage, Shaking’ bars
Screaming–Leave her alone!
I’ll kill you! I’ll kill you!

Down below a ritual,
Cinda holding her daughter,
Help me, Grandmother, help me!

Up high, In a cage,
Dear God, where are you?
God! Help us!

God wasn’t answering
Any prayers in Oklahoma
That night. [Or any other night]

(the names have been changed to protect the (allegedly) guilty)

Elizabeth Rhoton

Don’t you hear the children

In a world of their own
Full of anger, hurt, and pain
The seeds of deceit are sown
Think they are the ones to blame

Don’t you here the children
Crying in the night.
Don’t you hear the children
Too little and scared to fight

In this life they could not cope
So then in comes another
There was always a ray of hope

Don’t you hear the children
Growing wiser beyond their years
Don’t you hear the children
Holding back the deeply buried tears

As the years go by as do the tides
They stay the same trapped by the lies
More than one inside they hide
No one listens to the heart breaking cries

Won’t you hear the children
Reach out, touch, believe and love
Won’t you hear the children
And free them from their pain.



Please note: Listing of these resources does not necessarily constitute our endorsement of them. They are for educational value only and some may be triggering.

Please also note. Some of the conferences listed may not necessarily be safe for all survivors. S.M.A.R.T. recommends always bringing a support person to all conferences. If you are a survivor of mind control and/or ritual abuse, S.M.A.R.T. recommends that you try to bring a support person that is familiar with mind control techniques.

Sunflower Tapes has a tape of Neil Brick (editor of S.M.A.R.T.) Speaking at the S.H.O.U.T. for Help, Des Moines, IA 1998 conference. To order, ask for #40 “Using Music and Composition in the Healing Process” and send $6.00 plus .75 S
& H to Sunflower Tapes, 1306-15th St., Wamego, KS 66547, 785-456-7804, E-mail:

The 6th National Linkup Conference, (survivors of clergy abuse) will be held September 25-27, 1998 in Dallas, TX at the Paramount Hotel, Dallas. For information call 773-334-2296 or write LINKUP, 1412 W. Argyle #2, Chicago, IL 60640, E-mail:

The book, Memory, Trauma, Treatment, And the Law by Brown, Scheflin and Hammond (D. Corydon), 1998 is available from W. W. Norton (0-393-70254-5) for $100.00 at 1-800-233-4830 or

First Art Foundation For Trauma Survivors, for information: E-mail:,, S.A.F., P O Box 383, Westhampton, NY 11977

Mississippi VOICES for Children and Youth has a new address, P O Box 23008, Jackson, MS 39225-3008, 1-800-373-7651

A survivor is looking for any information about scientific experimentation done to ritual abuse survivors in the Boston area. Send all inquiries, etc. to S.M.A.R.T. and they will be forwarded.

A survivor is looking for survivors of RA and/or MC that are from the Reading, PA area, between 1955 – 1968. Also, Daniel is looking for Seventh-day Adventists from the College View area of Lincoln, Nebraska who are survivors of (alleged) satanic ritual abuse between 1952-1966. Please send all replies to, PARC, 5251 Hwy 153 #223, Hixson, TN 37343

To Tell the Truth, an organization that promotes simultaneous survivor events to show that survivors will not be silent, is looking for local event planners. For information: Survivor Connections, Inc., 52 Lyndon Road, Cranston, RI 02905-1121, 401-941-2548, http://www.angelfire. com/ri/totellthetruth, E-mail:

Voices of Incest has conferences for survivors. For info.: P O Box 5593, Santa Monica, CA 90409-5593, 310-452-8996.

Concerned Citizens Against Dangerous Government Technology is an article about the alleged effects it has had on citizens. E-mail:, for a copy.

Roots of Healing is a newsletter about focusing on the healing journey from surviving to thriving, P O Box 2441, Quincy, MA 02269-2441

Participants needed for a conference in central Oklahoma, dealing with DID, Ritual Abuse, Cults, Child Sexual Abuse, etc. Contact Survivor, PO Box 6521, Norman, OK 73070 or E-mail:

This following list is provided by More Than Conquerors, an online forum for SRA/RA or Mind Control survivors and/or those with DID. Visit their web site at: Distribution of this list does not imply endorsement of any treatment facility by MTC or S.M.A.R.T. Please screen any potential treatment facility for safety, ethical treatment, and effectiveness of meeting a survivor’s needs for healing and recovery. This list is provided for informational purposes only. Any contact made to a treatment facility listed is at the sole discretion and choice of the individual. For an unedited copy of the list, write S.M.A.R.T. Please do not reprint or distribute this list without the permission of MTC or S.M.A.R.T.

McClean Hospital 115 Mill St. Belmont, MA 02178 (617)855-2761, Dissociative Disorders

NORTHEAST CENTER FOR TRAUMA RECOVERY, PC 38 Lake Ave. Greenwich, CT 06830, (203) 661-9393 sexual, physical and emotional abuse.

BRATTLEBORO RETREAT 75 Linden St. Brattleboro, VT 05301 (800) 738-7328, Women’s Specialized Program, dissociative or eating disorders.

NORTHWESTERN INSTITUTE 450 Bethlehem Pike Fort Washington, PA 19034 Dissociative Disorders, (215)641-5300 or (800)344-NWIP

The Center Post-Traumatic & Dissociative Disorders Programs The Psychiatric Institute of Washington 4228 Wisconsin Avenue, NW, Washington, DC (800)369-2273 Post Traumatic & Dissociative Disorders Program

SARA’S CENTER DAY TREATMENT North Shore Creative Rehabilitation Center Inc. 781 Middle Neck Road Great Neck, NY 11024 (516)482-1550

INSTITUTE OF THE PENNSYLVANIA HOSPITAL Dissociative Disorders Program 111 N. 49th St. Philadelphia, PA 19139 (215)471-2488

THE FAMILY INSTITUTE OF PHILADELPHIA 1527 Brandywine St. Phil., PA 19130-4002 (610)642-0226

HEALTH SYSTEM/SHEPPARD AND ENOCH PRATT HOSPITAL 6501 N. Charles St. Baltimore, MD 21285-6815 (410)938-5070, dissociative disorders

AKRON GENERAL MEDICAL CENTER, Psychiatry & Behavioral Sciences 400 Wabash Ave. Akron, OH 44307 (216)384-6525

BELMONT PINES HOSPITAL 615 Churchill-Hubbard Road Youngstown, OH 44505, (800)232-4907 or (216)759-2700, sexual trauma

THE MENNINGER CLINIC 5800 SW 6th St. Topeka, KS 66601 (800)351-90558 or (913)350-5000, trauma

RUSH NORTH SHORE MEDICAL CENTER 9600 Gross Point Road Skokie, IL 60076 (708)933-6685, D.D.

WOODLAN HOSPITAL 1650 Moonlake Blvd. Hoffman Estates, IL 60194 (708)882-1600

NOVA UNIV. COMMUNITY MENTAL HEALTH CTR 3301 College Ave. Fort Lauder., FL 33314 Sexual Abuse

THE MANORS Women’s Choice for Wellness 1527 Riverside Dr. Tarpon Springs, FL 34689 (813)937-4211 or (800)277-6266

HERITAGE HOSPITAL Women’s Institute For Incorporation therapy 2804 West Marc Knighton Court Lecanto, FL 34461, (407)722-9800 or (800)437-5478

GREEN OAKS AT MEDICAL CITY D. D. 7808 Clodus Fields Dallas, TX 75251 (214)991-9504 or (800)866-6554

COLUMBIA BELLAIRE HOSPITAL 5314 Dashwook Houston, TX 77081 (713)669-4382 or (713)669-4570

BHC RICHLAND HOSPITAL 7501 Glenview Drive North Richland Hills, TX 76180, (817)559-5000

GARLAND COMMUNITY HOSP. 2696 W. Walnut Garland, TX 75042 (800)553-7160, Gary D. Lefkof

THE CENTER FOR EMOTIONAL TRAUMA RECOVERY AT LAKE CHELAN, post-Traumatic and Dissociative Disorders 503 E. Highland Ave., PO Box 908 Lake Chelan, WA 98816 (509)682-2948 or (800)233-0045

CHARTER BEHAVIORAL CENTER AT CENTENNIAL PEAKS HOSPITAL 2255 S. 88th St. Louisville, CO 80027 (303)673-9990 or (800)842-4673

COLUMBINE PSYCHIATRIC CENTER The Center for Dissociative Disorders at Columbine, dissociative disorders and trauma, 8565 South Poplar Way, Littleton, Colorado 80126, (303)470-9500

THE NATIONAL TREATMENT CENTER, Traumatic and Dissociative Disorders., (800)645-3305, Del Amo Hospital 23700 Camino Del Sol Torrance, CA 90505 (800)645-3305, (310)530-1151

LIFE HEALING CENTER AT SANTA FE PO. Box 6758 Santa Fe, NM 87502, (505)989-7436 childhood trauma

ROYAL OTTAWA HOSPITAL (613)722-6521 – Ext. 6225 Guardian Foundation Memphis, TN, DID patients, 4221 Singleton Parkway, Memphis, TN 38128 Phone 901-373-8620 Fax 901-373-8413

Friends Hospital, trauma survivors, Roosevelt Blvd Philadelphia, PA (215)831-1560

Women’s Institute for Incorporation Therapy, Greenbreier Hospital, Brooksville FL, psychological trauma, dissociative disorders,

The Meadows, P.O. Box 97 Wickenburng, AZ. 85358 1800-621-4062 DID Unit.

Pocket Ranch Institute, P.O. Box 516, Geyserville, CA 95441. 707-857-3359

Half Way Houses, Retreat Centers, Support Groups

RAINBOW HOUSE: Michigan, D.D., Director, PO Box 1261, Taylor, MI 48180. (313)295-7144

LIFE HEALING CENTER AT SANTA FE PO. Box 6758 Santa Fe, NM 87502, (505)989-7436 trauma survivors

Restoration Therapy Center – 19-11th St., San Mateo, CA 94402, (415)572-2710, childhood and ritual abuse

Safe Harbors, 2325 West Victory Blvd. Burbank, CA. 91506, (818)845-0729, sexual abuse, incest, ritual abuse, torture, child pornography/prostitution.

Women’s Living and Support Systems, P.O. Box 1182, Redwood City, CA 94064, (415)366-9936, d.d.

HEALING OUR MEmories (HOME) California peer support resource program, PO Box 1604, San Anselmo, CA 94979-1604. (415)457-5615

“A Time For Ourselves,” a social/play groups, MPD&D; North Orange County, CA. (714)995-2574

OPEN-ENDED SUPPORT Florida group for DID individuals in West Palm Beach, Paige Stuhr, LCSW, 964-2361

GROUP FOR PARTNERS OF MULTIPLES Missouri Group Ongoing, Helen R. Friedman, Ph.D., 7750 Clayton Rd., Sutite 210, St. Louis, MO 63117. (314)781-4500

MPD/DISSOCIATIVE DISORDERS EMPOWERMENT GROUP Oakes Memorial Outreach Center, 120 Morris Ave., Summit, NJ, Cynthia at (201)933-3000

SUPPORTIVE PSYCHOTHERAPY GROUP NEW YORK, D.I.D., Deborah Feller, ACSW CSW NCAC II: (212)9799-2979. 26 West 9th St. New York, NY 10011.

DISSOCIATIVE DISORDERS SUPPORT GROUP MPD/DID/, ESD, PTSD, etc. P. D. Dawson, PO Box 664, Gold Mill, OR 97525, (503)474-6968 or (503)855-2049

The Second Annual Ritual Abuse,
Secretive Organizations and Mind Control Conference

On August 14 and 15, 1999, S.M.A.R.T. will be holding a conference at the DoubleTree Hotel at Bradley International Airport (between Hartford, CT and Springfield, MA). The purpose of the conference will be to help survivors of the above heal and to help stop future occurrences of the above. The conference will be for survivors, cosurvivors, helping professionals and others interested in this topic. The conference will be two full days. The registration fee will be $110 for both days or $55 for one day. Those unable to pay the fee can apply for a partial fee waiver before June 30, 1999, acceptance will be contingent on number of paid applicants. Lunch will be free for all registrees both days, if registering before 8/11/99. Room rates are $69 a day (not incl. tax), please mention S.M.A.R.T. to get the special rate. This rate is guaranteed until 3 weeks before the conference or until all rooms at the special rate are gone. Please contact the hotel at 860-627-5171 for information. Tables for displaying related literature will be available (please contact S.M.A.R.T. for an application form). Full tables are $110, half tables $55.

Ten Percent discount for fees and tables if payment is received before March 30, 1999.

Attendees should try to register at least four weeks before the conference. Survivors should try to bring a professional support person or friend to the conference. Some of the topics discussed may be very triggering. This conference is educational and not intended as therapy or treatment. Conference sponsors, cosponsors, speakers, and organizers cannot assume responsibility for any reaction from attending our conference. Statements made and materials handed out by people at the show and on tables are their own and don’t necessarily represent the policies or views of conference sponsors, cosponsors, speakers, organizers or attendees. Children are not permitted to attend the conference. Please do not attend the conference if you are currently a member of a secret organization, current perpetrator, or member of an unsympathetic organization. S.M.A.R.T. reserves the right at any time to deny admittance to any of the aforementioned persons or anyone. This is for the protection and safety of those in attendance. S.M.A.R.T. and its representatives also reserve the right to remove anyone from the conference at any time. Photographing, audio taping and videotaping without written permission from S.M.A.R.T. are prohibited. Presentation of a picture ID will be required of all participants during registration, unless previous arrangements are made. This is for security reasons. We are currently looking for speakers, please write us for more information.

Attending the conference (# of people times one day $55, two days $110)

Total $ _________

Donation to help those unable to pay

$ _________

Material first needs to be approved by S.M.A.R.T. (please write us for an application form, thanks)

Whole tables ($110) _________

Half table ($55) _________

If registering after July 14, 1999, please add $20,

late registration fee _________

(Please note: Walk in (day of conference) registrations will be charged an extra $20, and may not receive free lunches)

Total due (10% off if rec’d bef. 3/30/99), (please make all checks payable in US dollars and US Banks to S.M.A.R.T)


(Please send checks and this form to S.M.A.R.T., thanks.)

Refund Policy: Fees will not be refunded after July 14, 1999. Send us written notice. Refunds will be minus $30.00 deposit per registree.

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Tape Order Form for The First Annual Ritual Abuse,
Secretive Organizations and Mind Control Conference – 1998

Some of the topics discussed on these tapes may be very triggering. These tapes are educational and not intended as therapy or treatment. Statements made on these tapes are the speaker’s own statements only and don’t necessarily represent the policies or views of conference sponsors, cosponsor, speakers, exhibitors or organizers. Speaker descriptions will follow ordering information.

#1 – Neil Brick – “My recovery, newsletter and fight to stop ritual abuse”

#2 – “Eroding the Base: Survivors’ Strategies for Fighting Back”

#3 – Kathleen Sullivan – “Sharing Personal Observations about how to integrate memories”

#4 – Helen McGonigle, Esq. – “Hypnosis and the Law – Reviewing Ritual Abuse Allegations in legal Cases and the Backlash”

#5 – Lynne Moss-Sharman, Blanche Chavoustie, “ACHES and the Developmental History of Mind Control in Our Time”

#6 – Anna Richardson “Her experiences and recovery while writing a book about ritual abuse”

#7 – Lynne Moss-Sharman “Alleged Links between the CIA, MKULTRA and secret societies (Masons, OTO, etc.)

#8 – Survivor and Co-survivor Forum (Hal Pepinsky, Lora Burton and Kathryn Blair)

#9 – deJoly LaBrier “My Satanic Cult Abuse with its Alleged Military Involvement”

Tapes are 90 minutes long. Tapes are $5 each. Freight charges on tapes are $1.50 (US) for the first tape, .50 for each additional. Canada $2.00 first tape, .75 each additional, rest of world, $3.00 first tape, $1.00 each additional.

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Speakers and Biographies

Neil Brick is a survivor of alleged Masonic Ritual Abuse. He is the editor of S.M.A.R.T. – A Ritual Abuse Newsletter. He has published numerous articles on ritual abuse.

Kathleen Sullivan is a survivor of several decades of criminal occult ritual abuse and alleged governmental mind-control and slavery. She is the founder of P.A.R.C.-V.R.A.M.C. (Positive Activism, Remembrance and Commemoration for Victims of Ritual Abuse and Mind Control.)

Helen McGonigle, Esq. has been an attorney of law since 1986. She has a Juris Doctorate from Loyola University. She is a member of the American Bar Association and an advisory board member of the International Association of Forensic Hypnosis. She was also the plaintiff’s lawyer in a landmark case in the Second Circuit involving the admissibility of post-hypnotic testimony.

Lynne Moss-Sharman is a survivor of alleged CIA child mind control experimentation and cult ritual abuse. She is the Canada contact for ACHES-MC (Advocacy Committee for Human Experimentation Survivors – Mind Control) and produces The Stone Angels Journal in Thunder Bay, Ontario (writings and drawings by survivors of alleged intergenerational cult ritual abuse, Masonic and other secret society torture, government/military mind control experiments).

Blanche Chavoustie is a survivor of mind control programming. She has a Master’s in Education in Counseling Therapy and she has 30 years experience as a teacher, writer and therapist.

Anna Richardson (a pseudonym) is the author of Double Vision: A Travelogue of Recovery from Ritual Abuse (Trilogy Books). She has published numerous stories and poems in a variety of publications. She has a Master’s in English Literature from Cambridge University and received a Kennedy scholarship to Harvard.

deJoly LaBrier is a survivor of Satanic Cult Abuse. She has written Diary of a Survivor in Art and Poetry (Shadowood Publications), and is the founder of the MPD Support Group in St. Petersburg. She has a monthly column in Womyn’ s Words called In Her Own Voice and has presented information on MPD, mind control, cult issues and the healing process.