Issue 24 – January 1999

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Issue 24 – January 1999

The purpose of this newsletter is to help stop secretive organizations and groups from abusing others and to help those who have been allegedly abused by the Masons, Mormons, government agencies and other secretive groups.

This newsletter is not a substitute for other ways of recovering from ritual abuse. Readers should use caution while reading this newsletter. If necessary, make sure other support systems are available during and after reading this newsletter.

The resources mentioned in this newsletter are for educational value only. Reading the books cited may or may not help your recovery process, so use caution when reading any book or contacting any resource mentioned in this newsletter. Some may have a religious or other agenda that may be separate from your own recovery process. Others may have valuable information on the Masons and other organizations, but have triggers or be somewhat sympathetic to those organizations. Resources listed, quoted and individual articles, etc. and their writers do not necessarily support all or any of the views mentioned in this newsletter. Also, the views, facts and opinions mentioned in this newsletter are solely the opinions of the authors and are not necessarily the opinions of this newsletter or its editor.

Copyright 1998 – All rights reserved.

No reproduction of any material without written permission from the editor and individual authors.

Latest Information on our 1999 conference – Ritual Abuse Conference – 1999 (We are still looking for speakers, write us for details.)

Special on all 9 tapes ($36, in US) from our 1998 conference until 1/31/99 – see beginning of resource section for ordering info.

Brice Taylor Article

The following article comes from an interview of Brice Taylor on CKLN Radio (Tape 43A) by Wayne Morris. Please use caution while reading. It may be triggering.

Information will follow the article about Brice’s books and CKLN’s tapes. Please note: all accusations are alleged.

“Brice Taylor, a former mind controlled, Presidential model sex slave programmed to sexually service a number of U.S. presidents, foreign dignitaries and other power brokers while maintaining a family life in which she had no idea she was being used by the government. They had gained this total control of her by her father trauma conditioning her from infancy involving sexual abuse, deprivation, ritual trauma, drugs, hypnosis and electricity, all of which created many dissociated identities which were then programmed for certain tasks.”

She discusses a member of the National Security Agency and the New World Order. “What I understood was that they (the New World Order) were planning a complete and utter economic collapse of the nations that would make the Depression of 1929 look like child’s play and through that, bringing people financially to their knees, they would then come in and control them, by bringing in whatever other measures they would need the guise of rescue – when it certainly wouldn’t be that at all.

Personally I would like to put a call out to people who are in any way spiritually connected, knowing that this plan would never be able to be brought about if we are spiritually connected and take action. My belief is that the people, even at the higher levels that are participating, may be participating without knowing what they have been participating in, such as members of the intelligence community who have been compartmentalized in their knowledge of what projects they were participating in. I would certainly put scientists that are inventors in that category. I would put people that are in the Masonic Order that are perhaps at the lower levels and are serving the plan at the higher levels without realizing that what they are putting their actions into thinking that they are helping children and people that are in need of help – when what they are doing actually is serving the highest levels of evil and corruption and destruction of men, women and children for use by others. People need to realize that these people they are serving are turning against their own and that we need to take back our own spiritual power and stay connected spiritually in order to know what to do and how to act, and how to see the truth, and how to discern what lies and propaganda and strategies have been portrayed over the television, in newspapers and in movies with intentional strategies.

I sat with the men who strategized about what thoughts and belief systems they were trying to get people to adopt so that they could continue with their plans. Mind control was their ace in the hole this generation, because they felt that there couldn’t be any mess-ups, and no human frailty or weakness of mind or conscience if people were under mind control.

So I would just ask people to please open their eyes, and to begin to not just take what they see that is given out by the government and the intelligence community as truth and reality, but to begin to question and think on their own.”

Morris: “What do you feel that the public can do to thwart their intentions?”

Taylor: “I think people need to contact their local politicians and demand information be divulged about the government experiments, the medical, radiation, drug experiments, mind control experiments – all of that. I think as people start learning about the internal structure of the Masonic Order and how the programming works and how people’s brain waves can be altered, even at a distance … I think people need to get very informed and educated about what has gone on. I think we need to begin to simplify our lives … financially and in all ways in order to be able to take the time to evolve spiritually and see what’s really going on and connect deeply. Unfortunately I think we are going to go through tough times, but we will have the opportunity to make a spiritual stand as people were during the times of Nazi Germany where they housed babies and people who were going to be killed due to a sick genetic belief system. I believe that as we are able to really take a stand and understand and help others, that it will turn things around, but I think a lot has been put into place and it’s going to take some time to undo it … obviously with all the people who are under mind control who need to be healed.”

“Morris: I want to also to talk about the criminal connection to other organized crime, and particularly trafficking in children, and I wondered if you could shed any information about what you have been exposed to.

Taylor: As far as the criminal connection, my memories and my experiences as a child were heavily Mob involved as well as CIA and government, also different medical universities, military bases and NASA space centers that were used.”

S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank Brice Taylor and Wayne Morris for their permission to print this information. CKLN Radio Tapes and transcripts are available from: Mind Control in Canada Radio Series CKLN, 380 Victoria St., Jorgenson Hall, Ryerson University, Toronto, CANADA. Transcripts,
E-mail: For information on Brice’s books “Revivification – A Gentle, Alternative Memory Retrieval Process for Trauma Survivors” and “STARSHINE – One Woman’s Valiant Escape from Mind Control” (and soon to be released – Sequel to Starshine) write B. Taylor at Brice Taylor Trust, P.O. Box 655, Landrum, SC 29356

Mormons Found Negligent

The following article was sent to us by, a home page with information about the Mormons and other groups. Please note: all unproven accusations are alleged.

The following quotes are taken from “Molested boy wins more than sought against church, $4 million awarded after Mormons found negligent.” By Paul McKay (C. 1998) Houston Chronicle – 10/8/98

“CONROE — A 13-year-old boy who was molested five years ago by a Mormon church youth leader in Magnolia was awarded more than his own lawyers sought Thursday…”

“A Montgomery County jury awarded the youth $4 million in damages…, in a unanimous verdict in which the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints was found negligent for not protecting the boy from a pedophile who actively worked with children and won them over by routinely giving them candy after Sunday services.”

The jurors concluded the church did not act with malice or “conscious indifference” in the personal injury lawsuit, otherwise punitive damages may have been considerably higher.

“Blome, 70,… is serving a 15-year sentence for molesting the boy in 1993 when the child was 8…”

The “…team of lawyers tried to persuade jurors that former Magnolia Bishop Jerry Torgeson alerted Blome that he was under suspicion only two days after the boy’s mother and grandparents told Torgeson that Blome was molesting the child.”

“Sheriff’s investigators…were upset with Torgeson for tipping Blome and thereby enabling him to burn evidence such as nude pictures he kept of his young victims as “trophies”…” This evidence could have led to a first degree felony charge and may have led to life imprisonment.

In the case a woman “testified that she quit the Magnolia ward in 1984 after informing a bishop that Blome would not leave her 13-year-old son alone, were ignored by the church…”

Survivor’s Story

The following story was sent to us by a subscriber. It has been edited for length. Please use caution while reading. It may be triggering.


The burning smell, like old tires surrounded the cult circle. The smell of rubbing alcohol was always in the air. And whenever the sun would be half mass, they would sacrifice people; animals, and whatever they felt like it. The woods were always covered in trees, and I hated the smell of the trees, they stink like pine. It was worse when it rained. The rain would fall from the sky. The cult leader would instruct the people to remove their clothes. The rain was used as a washing away of the good things, so that the bad things could be focused upon, and given to the Devil. I would watch all the victims that the cult would claim as their own. Then each person would be converted into the cult’s family and circle. Everybody feared the punishments for not complying with the rules of the rituals. The aftermath of seeing souls converted into evil, the pain of feeling bad for these men, women, children, and animals. I have seen tears fall from cat’s eyes, because it was so frightened to die. Or the pain of the sacrifice. I felt the pain of others, who couldn’t fight to stay sane anymore.

I was in a drugged haze, so everything seemed more slower than what was happening. I had been injected hours ago, it seemed, but it could have been minutes. I sat there with my eyes sewed open. Again, just like all the victims who wouldn’t give in. The Breaking day. A day of horror. There would always be lots of blood shed and violence. Souls and minds had to be broken, and changed into the Devil’s mind. They wanted the Devil to reside in souls as if he were love or a feeling deep inside.

I thanked God that I had faith strong enough, to not want to become involved in any of this. The cuttings and punishments that were done to me were not as bad as trying to live with yourself, if I had ever hurt any of these people like they did. I wondered how they could sleep with themselves or even live with themselves. After killing and hurting people. I came to the conclusion that they are not human.

I would sit silent, and a spiritual adrenaline would move through me. And I would begin to speak to God in my mind.

My whole body would feel so numb, because I would be beyond fright. Fear would control my whole being, but not my soul. I would leave my body. My eyes could still see what was taking place before them, but my feelings were somewhere else. I couldn’t close my eyes, or even blink. I wanted one stitch to loosen a little, just so that I could blink, just once. To erase what I was seeing. I could never get the screams to just go away.

The shock of all the abuse would hit me, later when the lights were out. And I couldn’t sleep due to all the pain. I felt like an old piece of meat defrosting from the refrigerator. The nightmares I had seen before my very eyes. They would flash back in my thoughts and dreams.

If I could still walk, then I saw a therapist every day. To keep me from going insane. I felt so angry at the world. Angry at myself for being the person that the cult selected. I felt the shame because so many people saw my naked body. They saw my fat body and all its scars, that they had put there. This was all my fault because I would not give in to the rituals that they wanted me to do, so I had to be punished.

Today I treat everyone the way that I want to be treated.
Today I accept people and children.
And I love everyone who loves me.
I had seen horror, done to the innocent.
I don’t want anyone to hurt. Everyone deserves a chance to live their lives.
Everyone deserves to be happy, and free.

Sherry Ann Mary Byron

United Church of Canada

Quotes and information for the following article comes from “United Church apologizes for residential school abuse” by HOLLIE SHAW 10/28/98 Canadian Press

“TORONTO (CP) – The United Church of Canada has apologized for its role in running aboriginal residential schools, now notorious for the sexual and physical torture inflicted upon native children staying there….new evidence showed church and federal officials knew about the abuse as early as 1960, but did nothing about it.”

Church moderator Right Rev. Bill Phipps… (said) “…On behalf of the United Church of Canada I apologize for the pain and suffering that our churches involvement in the Indian Residential School system has caused…” He acknowledged the physical, sexual and mental abuse of students of the Indian Residential Schools.

“…(In more than) 80 native residential schools across Canada from the early 1800s until the mid-1980s, run by churches under contract to the federal government. …(that are now) infamous for the ritual degradation and molestation of the native children who lived in them…” Many of a Peter Grant’s “clients were (allegedly) sexually abused and beaten by Arthur Plint, who worked …at the school between 1948 and 1968…Plint… pleaded guilty in 1995 to dozens of sexual assaults on aboriginal boys. He was sentenced to 11 years in prison.”

In Nanaimo, B.C., documents were revealed which “showed (that) the vice-principal of an Edmonton residential school admitted in 1960 to indecently assaulting male students and was convicted of the crime. Church and government correspondence revealed efforts to keep the matter from being publicized and showed officials had concerns about other sexual abuse allegations at residential schools.”

“The documents also showed that the highest levels of the United Church and the Indian Affairs Department were aware but did nothing to eliminate the risk of sexual abuse.”

From “Natives sue for $1.7B” published on Wednesday, October 28, 1998.

“Ottawa, Anglican Church accused of trying to destroy culture at Brantford school.” By JULIE CARL – London Free Press Reporter

“Natives from virtually every London-area reserve are represented in a $1.7-billion class action lawsuit… against the federal government and the Anglican Church by former students… Hundreds of native children, aged four to 18, were sent to the Mohawk Institute Residential School in Brantford, which ran from 1834 to 1969…operated by the federal government, the Anglican Church of Canada and its Diocese of Huron, also named in the suit, “to eradicate native language and culture,” the statement of claim says.” (S.M.A.R.T. note: it is alleged there is an intimate connection between Anglicanism and the Masons, partially because Freemasonry went where the British Empire went and Anglicanism is the national church of England.) There are allegations of starvation, physical abuse and torture.

From an article by Bob Harvey (The Ottawa Citizen), “The 1996 report of the Royal Commission on Aboriginal Peoples said thousands of students died in appalling conditions’ at the residential schools and many thousands more were physically and sexually abused in an attempt by churches and governments to elevate the savages.'”

S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank ACHES-MC for this information (, E-mail:

Survivor’s Story

The following story was sent to us by a subscriber. It has been edited for length. Please use caution while reading. It may be triggering. Please note: all accusations are alleged.

Women Are Being Used as Breeders by Crime Syndicates c Judith ABR, 1998

In 1990 I moved to Hoboken as a highly successful arts administrator who worked in Manhattan. My career was well established, I had two Masters’ Degrees and nearly 14 years devoted to a history career. From the time I moved to Hoboken until now, my life and career have slowly and torturously been shattered. I write this seeking to find and help others, mainly women, who have experienced similar violent horrors and to lend my research to them. The crime elements assaulting me are still in the area and I would like to locate other targeted women in an effort to bring out these perpetrators.

From 1990 – 1994, I used fertility clinics and doctors in the Manhattan and North Carolina area to attempt to conceive a child. Highly unusual situations occurred to me as I was involved in this work which I now attribute was part of this medical work. For unknown reasons, my apartment experienced continual break-ins, I endured physical assaults on a regular basis while being drugged, on a regular basis (I did not remember these incidents until later and these were probably
“harvesting sessions”). I endured ongoing food poisonings and unusual overnight permanent illnesses (rare heart condition, thyroid and permanent hormonal conditions) for ostensibly reasons “unknown.” All of this as I was trying to make a child at local fertility clinics because I was 40 and had not found a man I was interested in. I wanted a nuclear family, my salary had doubled, I was a published author and a successful career woman of 15 years.

I learned later through several reliable sources (psychiatrists, attorneys, doctors) that my fetuses may have been transferred into other women by crime syndicates who obtained my genetic children and that cult technology and advanced technologies may be used to accomplish this. Reports are that specialized (often occult or satanic) cults have used veterinarians for harvesting ovums and taking “snatches” to obtain babies from particular women. Women have reported having parts of their ovaries stolen (needle rapes) and these taken probably for “harvesting” in clinics. And on October 23, 1996, I was (allegedly) viciously physically assaulted in Paris by a group of U.S. Intel agents and lost ½ of an ovary (visible in ultrasounds), which I learned can be harvested later in clinics. All this at the age of 46. I learned that couples can pay large amounts of money to obtain these bloodlined children (by particular eugenics rings) through breeders’ reproductive elements (both blood or ovum), fees as low as $5,000 and as high as $50,000 have been reported for ONE snatch of four ova in repro clinics. Unusual crime elements are also involved in arranging and using women in this manner.

Bloodlined breeder women can endure horrendous and vicious violence all their lives, they may lose their children to wrongful parents, they may wind up violently victimized by their so-called friends and family who want to use them as breeders.

I have a great deal of information to share with you about this situation and Internet URLs which describe some of the criminal violence these cults mete out, I have filed five court cases to open up some of the stalking and chemical violence I have endured.

S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank Judith ABR for sending us this article. For a copy of the entire article, fax Judith ABR at 201-271-0070. As always, please use caution when contacting any resource in this newsletter.


The following poems are from a subscriber. Please use caution while reading. They may be triggering.

ARMISTICE by Karen P. 1990

I hid in plain sight–my body, my cover and shield—while they, with weapons drawn hunted me in the damage. We hid—not moving, not breathing, waiting at knife point till they decided no one was there after all and went away.

Over and over again they came—with gun and chain and threats that if they found anyone lurking about who could and would tell their business they would kill or enslave.

We were so still, so quiet and crouched low that time after time, we escaped…
I escaped and am here still hidden, not sure they won’t come looking again, but trying to breathe, and hoping soon to lift our head.

Karen P. 1990

Good-bye, Mommy. There is myself now to take care of me and we are plenty.

You never knew I was gone the day I ran away and came back home again because there was no place else to go. There is now, but you still won’t know.

There wasn’t any “us” in the first place. I know you didn’t notice—you were too busy—me, wanting, wanting to be bonded to you instead of dependency.

We were there, but you were not with me, no fault of your own, or did you even see me, none of mine, and this is what it was and I tried to leave and couldn’t leave, hating my dependency and still wanting what I wanted from you and you weren’t able to give me.

Someone had to want me, who saw me, and they do, or I couldn’t be leaving you; but it wasn’t I who was to you anyway, except for duty.

I tried to love you, Mommy. I won’t try anymore—but neither will the old resentment be in my way. Where they will have me, loved and seen, is home to me… and is me, and plenty.

Good-bye, Mommy. There is myself now and we are free.


Please note: Listing of these resources does not necessarily constitute our endorsement of them. They are for educational value only and some may be triggering.

Please also note. Some of the conferences listed may not necessarily be safe for all survivors. S.M.A.R.T. recommends always bringing a support person to all conferences. If you are a survivor of mind control and/or ritual abuse, S.M.A.R.T. recommends that you try to bring a support person that is familiar with mind control techniques.

SMART 1998 conference tapes are now on special until 1/31/99 (please contact us after this date for availability). All 9 tapes total cost US $36, Canada and Mexico $40, rest of world $44. Please send payment in US dollars, US bank checks (payable to S.M.A.R.T.) only, please. Please mail your full address, request and check to our address at the beginning of this home page.

The book “Masonic and Occult Symbols Illustrated” by Dr. Cathy Burns (ISBN 1-891117-12-2), is now available. This book includes 728 Illustrations. From Page 5, “The symbols are not used in the commonly accepted meaning. It is not by exact resemblance’: there is a more recondite (meaning occult or esoteric) interpretation, as we suspected; it is one of suggestions or associations in thought’ and “There is a secret doctrine in Freemasonry. That very doctrine is concealed, rather than revealed, by the very lectures which, we are told, offer a rational explanation’ of the ceremonies of initiation. If we were to accept these rational explanations’ as final, and seeks no further, Freemasonry would be a farce.” (From “Freemasonry: Its Hidden Meaning” by George H. Steinmetz (Masonic author).

Please use caution while reading this book. The cover may be very triggering for survivors. The book may be Christian in nature. For more information: Sharing, 212 E. 7th St. Mount Carmel, PA 17851-2211, 717-339-2567. Information about Dr. Burns’ other books can be found in S.M.A.R.T. issues # 2, 3 and 19.

The Incest Awareness Foundation will be having a “To Tell the Truth” conference on January 30-31, 1999 at the Waldorf Astoria in New York City. Keynote speakers will be Dr. Joycelyn Elders and Ellen Bass. For more information: I. A. F., P O Box 1338, New York, NY 10156, 212-995-2589, 888-547-3222,

Tee Andrew and ZooCrew – House of Peace Ministries, equipping the Saints of God to minister to SRA’s and MPD’s victims, safe housing, counseling, Bible Studies. Also, Church in southern Indiana is looking for a sp. assistant pastor/counselor trained to help the growing needs of survivors of sras/mpds, send serious inquiries/resumes to tee andrews, 812-336-5958(6416), E-mail:

Stop it Now! Vermont is a media and outreach campaign designed to prevent the sexual abuse of children by asking abusers to stop the abuse. The Help line number is 1-888-PREVENT, for information: 1-413-268-3096

Please use caution while reading this. It may be triggering. Michael Donovan (E-mail: is looking for computer literate people with alleged military mind control issues, ritual abuse and abduction issues (possible UFO and paramilitary). As always, please use caution when contacting any resource in our newsletter.

“Emerging Viruses: AIDS & Ebola-Nature, Accident or Intentional?” by Dr. Len Horowitz has several interesting chapters, including: Chapter 11: Henry Kissinger’s “New World Order”, Chapter 18: “Nazi Roots of American Central Intelligence: The Biological Warfare Industry,” which discusses “Project Paperclip” and protected war criminals, including Mengele and Klaus Barbie. The book can be order from Tetrahedron Press, 1996; $29.95, 1-800-336-9266,

The following was sent to us by a subscriber. Please use caution while reading. It may be triggering. Also, use caution when contacting any resource in this newsletter. Please note: all accusations are alleged.

SMART, I have read all of your online stuff. Last summer I flashed on my dad’s Masonic ring and began to have memories about the Masons. My dad was heavily into pornography, and I remember being with him at lodges and the pornography and bestiality and drinking and being passed around. I don’t have a lot of detail. Is it possible to print this letter in your newsletter and others can E-mail me if they have validating information? Thank you for your consideration. E-mail:

Upcoming Conference Information

Below please find a partial list of speakers and cosponsors for the Second Annual Ritual Abuse, Secretive Organizations and Mind Control Conference. This list will be updated on our conference home page. Please use caution while reading. Descriptions may be triggering. All accusations are alleged.

The conference is sponsored by S.M.A.R.T., a newsletter that examines the possible connections
between ritual abuse and secretive organizations. E-mail:


PARC-VRAMC, 5251 Hwy 153, #223, Hixson, TN 37343, E-mail: PARC-VRAMC is a small, grassroots organization. They are developing an RA/MC living memorial garden in Tennessee and have literature available for personal healing.

New Hope Healing Institute, PO Box 532067, Indianapolis, IN 46253, E-mail:, phone: 317-387-1926, is a nonprofit organization providing support to adult survivors of abuse & sexual trauma. Services available include support groups, newsletters, educational workshops, information, referrals and Day Treatment.


Neil Brick is a survivor of alleged Masonic Ritual Abuse. He is the editor of S.M.A.R.T. – A Ritual Abuse Newsletter. He has published numerous articles on ritual abuse. He will discuss how to make the movement to fight ritual abuse stronger.

Annie McKenna will speak about: “Healing From the Horror (what has worked for me)” She is an alleged survivor of Project Monarch, a government mind control program involving the military, various intelligence agencies, and the Nazi’s ushered into the U.S. under Operation Paperclip. Project Monarch was used to create multiple personalities. She owes her rapid healing and integration process to a strong cooperative system and scrapbook therapy.

Hal Pepinsky teaches criminal justice at Indiana University. He teaches a seminar on children’s rights and safety, which includes materials and guest presentations on ritual violence by survivors and their supporters. Hal will describe how he brings the voices of survivors of ritual violence and mind control experimentation into his classes.

K. Sullivan is the founder of PARC-VRAMC, a grassroots organization dedicated to helping RA and MC survivors find personal healing. She will speak about “Perpetrator alter-states: letting go of the guilt”