Issue 25- March 1999

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Issue 25- March 1999

The purpose of this newsletter is to help stop secretive organizations and groups from abusing others and to help those who have been allegedly abused by the Masons, Mormons, government agencies and other secretive groups.

This newsletter is not a substitute for other ways of recovering from ritual abuse. Readers should use caution while reading this newsletter. If necessary, make sure other support systems are available during and after reading this newsletter.

Important:
The resources mentioned in this newsletter are for educational value only. Reading the books cited may or may not help your recovery process, so use caution when reading any book or contacting any resource mentioned in this newsletter. Some may have a religious or other agenda that may be separate from your own recovery process. Others may have valuable information on the Masons and other organizations, but have triggers or be somewhat sympathetic to those organizations. Resources listed, quoted and individual articles, etc. and their writers do not necessarily support all or any of the views mentioned in this newsletter. Also, the views, facts and opinions mentioned in this newsletter are solely the opinions of the authors and are not necessarily the opinions of this newsletter or its editor.

Copyright 1999 – All rights reserved.

No reproduction of any material without written permission from the editor and individual authors.

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Please note: We have now changed the meaning of the acronym S.M.A.R.T. to “Stop Mind control And Ritual abuse Today.” This is because we have widened the scope of the newsletter to include all secretive organizations allegedly participating in ritual abuse.

Editor’s Page

The following article is by Neil Brick, the editor and founder of S.M.A.R.T. Please use caution while reading. It may be triggering. Please note: all accusations are alleged. Please keep in mind that what is below are only ideas. If necessary, please check with a support person before following the ideas mentioned in this article. As always, “to thine own heart be true.”

S.M.A.R.T. is now entering its fifth year of publication. While the newsletter has grown considerably, I have grown considerably also. Before I started the newsletter, it was very difficult to find a place to speak about the possible connections between ritual abuse and secret societies. Often people would purposefully minimize these connections. Other times I would be denied a forum for expression. Now this has changed. We now have a newsletter and conference where these connections can be discussed freely. Other newsletters are now carrying articles discussing these connections.

Unfortunately, it is still difficult at times to get the word out to help survivors. Both electronic media (radio, Internet) and printed media, at times have still denied the expression of these ideas. Certain conferences will not allow these ideas to be expressed in presentations. Even though I take the necessary legal precautions (like the use of the word “alleged”), I still refuse to minimize or water down the original message of the newsletter, that certain secretive organizations may be deeply connected to ritual abuse and that many of their members may be involved in ritual abuse.

One solution to this problem is speaking out when you are ready. Finding safe places to speak out is very important to the growth of our fight against ritual abuse. The S.M.A.R.T. newsletter and our conferences are good places to speak out and find support and validation. I believe that the inner strength gained from speaking out greatly outweighs any damage one can receive from doing so, if done properly. This can be done by sending articles to newsletters that are safe (or safer) and speaking on certain radio shows and at conferences.

If you can, please try to attend our conference this summer. There will always be some “infiltration.” This, fortunately, can be kept to a minimum. “Infiltration” is probably inevitable, since some survivors are some times “split.” But the support and solidarity shown by a conference run by survivors and those truly on our side is an extremely powerful message to those on the other side and the rest of society in general. It is also an extremely powerful message to those fighting to free themselves from mind control and cults. It is a statement that we will not stop talking about what happened to us, until it stops happening to others, and until we have all healed from it. This is our conference, let’s keep it strong and make sure it grows even stronger.

I am not a journalist at heart. I felt like I was, in a sense, forced to start the newsletter and now conferences, because there were no other safe places to speak out about these issues. I have learned a great deal about publishing and journalism since starting the newsletter. There were few examples for me to follow, since even to this date, there are very few ritual abuse newsletters out there, and none that I know of dealing with the issues that we deal with. At times I felt I had to speak out before I was ready to do so, but I knew I needed to because no one else would or could, it seemed. I am glad I did. I made mistakes, but the awareness given to this problem and the help given to other survivors well outweighs any mistakes I have made. I have watched many people grow, including myself. Though the future scares me sometimes, I realize that the work I have done will hopefully help to make it a better one.

A survivor recently mentioned to me on the phone that we are all under mind control. I wanted to discuss some ways I have found to extricate myself from mind control, to some degree. Maybe some day we can all be free from mind control.

Not watching TV

This is not an original idea, but one that I believe is a good one to repeat. It is claimed that TV can put us into an Alpha brain wave state (glassy eyes) that makes us receptable to subliminal programming. I have always tried to carefully and critically analyze any news source and look for the twisting of facts or potential propaganda value in the story or presentation. There are many good books to read about this. Most of our media (at least in the U.S.) is very biased.

Breaking addictions

This is a hard one, especially for ritual abuse survivors. Some times an addiction may be a necessary crutch to deal with the pain of flashbacks, etc. But, inevitably, I believe one has to move on and feel their pain and remember their programming more and more fully. Addictions are not only substances. They can also be people or spiritual systems.

Find your own spiritual system

Some people leave one cult and end up in another. Or they may leave one severe system of mind control and end up in another, which may be somewhat better but still have many aspects of mind control. Issue #8 discusses aspects of cults. Why be under any form of mind control at all? Try to make sure that you are totally free from any aspect of another belief system that is not truly yours. Analyze everything a group says and does to you. Does it feel right to you? Try not to run to another spiritual system simply to cover the pain from the last one. I do not celebrate any holidays (including Christmas). I have tried to find my own spiritual system via meditation and other recovery techniques. Meditation has helped me explore my mind. Sitting alone and with others in quiet non-dogmatic settings has helped me work through numerous programs, flashbacks and feelings. I see many people that simply accept the belief system they were indoctrinated with as children, and never analyze it or look at other ones.

See our political system for what it really is

This is also not an original idea, but I believe a very necessary one. It is claimed we live in a democracy, but it appears that only those with money have any real say in what happens in our government and corporate media. By seeing how corrupt our media and government are, one can understand why both, often are on the side of those fighting against us and our movement to stop ritual abuse and mind control. People who are abused are often unable to fight and think for themselves and may live in fear. They can often be easily persuaded, (like sheep) to do whatever the government wants them to. That is why our recovery individually and as a group is crucial to the healing of ourselves and our society.

Never give up

This has always been my motto. I have been extricating myself from mind control for more than 20 years now, and I will probably be doing it for the rest of my life. I have refused to compromise in my search for freedom of mind. Of course, I have at times had to compromise to keep jobs and live with other people. But, I always try to make a situation better. At work, I choose where to “stick my neck out” and what to fight for. But I refuse to compromise when it means it would entail another child being abused or brainwashed. I assume I have made many people angry about my refusal to compromise on some issues and my refusal to water down my message. But I am glad I did. I now see things changing. We now have a voice. That has made all the sleepless nights and the grey hairs worth it.

I hope these ideas can help you on your recovery journey. We can and will win.

Radio Show Article

The information and quotes from the following article come from tapes 46 A and B of the Mind Control Radio Series on CKLN radio. This show included Gail Fisher-Taylor, a psychotherapist from Toronto and “Caryn Stardancer, a California-based advocate for survivors and publisher of “Survivorship.”” Please use caution while reading. It may be triggering. Please note: all accusations are alleged.

“CARYN STARDANCER:… my abuse started in the forties, WWII…some of the things I first saw were a mixture of people who were involved in military, and who were in power settings and were doing that kind of experimentation. There were also Masonic connections. In the time I was given “mentorship” I was told there was something called The Pantheistic Occult, and essentially what that meant was that there are all different kinds of systems under which mind control can be perpetrated (or belief systems, religious beliefs, political beliefs). Basically the idea is that you target a person – by where their vulnerabilities are – dependent upon their cultural or educational group, the profession in which they are involved, where their vulnerabilities are – by what they already believe.”

“There are different ways people are brought into the system. Some of them are churches – there was certainly a church involved in the early contact with my family. What the Pantheistic Occult basically meant was that it …doesn’t matter what the belief system is, it depends on the person’s adaptability, the way they respond to issues of power, and you move your way up depending on your adaptability. You may never know that there is a group larger than the one you are involved in, or you may, depending on how you move through the system, and also how the people who are in contact with you move through the system.”

“… the people who were teaching me about the Pantheistic Occult were directly involved in what was called a Dionysian Sect. That was explained as having started in pre-Christian times – it had to do with the profession they were involved in – which was the Law. Essentially most of what they were doing was political blackmail. The use of the children had to do with having them adapted to sex – for example, having them photographed in a film with adults who were being blackmailed. It was then easy to manipulate them.”

“The people bought into it more or less. Some were very cynical about it, and said it was all about power, it didn’t really matter. Other people really “believed.” It’s so individual how different people respond. For example, in the one church I went to some people were very much involved in Satanism, and very much believed, but other people would just laugh about it privately and just say it’s the system to get the minions, to terrorize them. In that sect, in all of the different groups I’ve been exposed to, and that’s what I hear from survivors over the world, that it really depends on who you are, and who you are in contact with – how much people believe. The belief system is used essentially to indoctrinate, entrance, terrorize – and it’s part of the mind control system in that all mind control is a conditioned response where feelings are put together with ideas.”

“…[In my childhood abuse], there were people there who talked about the occult tradition, and they traced it back directly to pre-Christian Dionysians. They had a whole occult tradition where they interpreted history, and they had stories about the different things that happened to the movement of their group. And that was just one sect that I was exposed to.”

Later on in the interview, in a response to a caller defending Masonry, Wayne Morris (interviewer) replies: “I am afraid I would have to disagree with you in the respect that we have heard allegations from across North America alleging that they have been abused in a ritual abuse context or sexually abused by high ranking Masons of the same Scottish Rite and the York Rite of the mainstream Masonry. Now that is not to say that all Masons are engaged in this type of activity – in fact I would think that the majority are not, and have no knowledge of it. But we have heard allegation after allegation of high ranking Masons in these organizations who are engaged in this type of activity.”

S.M.A.R.T. wants to thank Wayne Morris and Caryn Stardancer for their permission to use quotes from this radio show for this article. “Survivorship” – a newsletter about ritual abuse, can be contacted at 297 El Camino Real #219, San Bruno, CA 94066, E-mail: info@survivorship.org, website http://www.survivorship.com

CKLN Radio Tapes and transcripts are available from: CKLN Radio Tapes and transcripts are available from: “Mind Control in Canada Radio Series,” CKLN, 380 Victoria St., Jorgenson Hall, Ryerson University, Toronto, CANADA. Transcripts are available at: http://www.mk.net/~mcf/ckln-hm.htm, E-mail: scw@web.net.

Poems

The following poems are from a subscriber. Please use caution while reading. They may be triggering.

Strength

Life screams out at you
from all directions
it says get out, give up,
you’re not strong enough to go any further
only the strong can succeed in this world
you may be poor or you may be rich
everyone dies from each end of the stick
so don’t give up, don’t give in
prove you are one of the strong
don’t listen to men who abuse
or to women who hurt
they’re the weak ones
you’ll live longer than them
for you’re the strong one
not them.

age 15 – c 1992

Today feels like the last of my life. Forever is ending. And hell is beginning.

Time goes by so fast. Just yesterday I had control of my life.

c 1995

Resources

Please note: Listing of these resources does not necessarily constitute our endorsement of them. They are for educational value only and some may be triggering.

Please also note. Some of the conferences listed may not necessarily be safe for all survivors. S.M.A.R.T. recommends always bringing a support person to all conferences. If you are a survivor of mind control and/or ritual abuse, S.M.A.R.T. recommends that you try to bring a support person that is familiar with mind control techniques.

SMART 1998 conference tapes are now on special until 3/31/99. All 9 tapes total cost US $36, Canada and Mexico $40, rest of world $44. Please send payment in US dollars, US bank checks (payable to S.M.A.R.T.) only, please. Please mail your full address, request and check to our address at the beginning of this home page.

PARC-VRAMC has books and literature available. The books include “Lessons We Have Learned: A Survival Guide” and “Lessons We Have Learned: Questions and Answers.” These books were written by and for survivors of criminal occult ritual abuse and/or government mind-control experimentation and slavery. For info. write: PARC-VRAMC, 5251 Hwy 153 #223, Hixson, TN 37343.

The Celebration, a Danish film by Thomas Vinterberg (with subtitles), where the eldest son confronts his father about his childhood abuse at a family gathering. I believe there is a brief mention of the Freemasons in the movie. The movie may be triggering.

Safe Harbors – Five Day Residential Workshops for Women and Men, who were sexually, physically or emotionally abused, 3/19/99, Los Angeles and 9/27/99, Durham, North Carolina. For information call Sharon Tobin at 1-818-845-0729.

The Rally To End Secrecy will be held on the steps of the Capitol Building at Noon on October 24th 1999. Information on the rally is at http://www.endsecrecy.com The rally will include those joining together as one voice to change the course of business as usual in Washington, including those in the UFO community, the “new energy” or “zero-point energy” community, supporters of industrial hemp legalization, anti-HAARP activists, all those horrified by out-of-control military spending and mind control experiments. Please use caution at this site and other sites connected to it, they may be triggering.

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Announcing the New Homeopathic Weight Loss Patch. In one case, besides losing weight, the product was found to also alleviate depression, helped to release emotional issues, and curbing the cravings for sugar, salt and meat. As a survivor of sexual and ritual abuse, I have found this product extremely helpful in supporting my recovery process. For information, contact E-mail: merradyth@usa.net, 405-284-6484.

Beginning To Heal – A First Book for Survivors of Child Sexual Abuse by Ellen Bass and Laura Davis is available from Harper Collins, ISBN 0-06-096927-X

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Newsletter Descriptions
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(Please note: all accusations are alleged)

#1 Reviews: Ritual Abuse – M. Smith, Masonic RA’s thesis, D. Carrico’s books, Masonic RA’s story(N. Brick), Pt 1 – March 1995

#2 Masonic RA’s story (Kris S.), Saints Alive Masonic Info, Mary’s letter, Eastern Star Info (C. Burns), N. Brick Part 2 – May 1995

#3 Nazi Free Mason RA, Masonic Info (C. Burns) July 1995

#4 Brick interview (S.O.A.R.), Former Mason’s Story(Shaw, McKenney) September 1995

#5 Masonic Research(W. Schnoebelen), Reviews: Masonic influences, PETA article
November 1995

#6 Possible Influences in RA (S. Kent), Masonic RA Story (Kim), Mormon RA info. (Tanner’s, McCallister) January 1996

#7 Masonry Articles(ed. Decker), Masonic influences (Keith) March 1996

#8 Cult Facts (Hassan), RA-Indiana (Doninger), Mormon Info May 1996

#9 Review: “Cult & Ritual Abuse” (Noblitt, Perskin), Masonic RA story (Kim), Masonic RA story (Sonora) July 1996

#10 Overview of RA & Masonry/Mormonism (Brick), RA essay(Cara) Part 1, Electroshock (Kim), Mother Jones rebuttal (Brick) September 1996

#11 Improving anti-RA movement (Brick), Cara-Part 2 November 1996

#12 Fighting RA (Brick), Therapist w/RA info, Masonic RA story (Sullivan), SBC info., Masonic RA letter, BTC/Gillotte, /Brick letter exchange, AFF rebuttal letter January 1997

#13 Mind Control (Brick), Masonic/Rosicrucian/ Aryan RA story (C. Beck), C. Finney info., S. Kent letter, Masonic RA inquiry March 1997

#14 Govt. mind control, Mormonic RA story, Eastern Star RA story, Rosicrucian info., Grange info. May 1997

#15 Masonic RA story, Govt. RA and MC story (C. Mullen), info. on govt. MC and RA July 1997

#16 Fighting RA (Brick), Masonic RA, Golden Dawn RA (Sullivan), 98 conference September 1997

#17 Govt. RA and MC (C. Mullen), Mini-resource list November 1997

#18 Mormon RA (E. Rhoton), RA Article (Anna) January 1998

#19 CIA, Masonic RA (L. Moss-Sharman), RA Story (K. Sullivan), “Mormonism, Masonry…” book review (C. Burns), Mormon RA (E. Rhoton) March 1998

#20 Mormon RA (E. Rhoton), N. Brick (Masonic RA), C. Mullen (letter), E-Weapons (E. White) May 1998

#21 Scott vs. Mormon Church, Survivor Article, AFF letter July 1998

#22 Voices Conference, Survivor/Therapist Article, Resource List September 1998

#23 Govt. Mind Control (McKenna), “MK” review, P2 Masonic Lodge November 1998

#24 B. Taylor article, Mormon Lawsuit article, United Church Article, Survivor article January 1999

Descriptions are not complete. Most issues also have resource lists and poetry.

1999 Conference Information

Below please find a partial list of speakers and cosponsors for the Second Annual Ritual Abuse, Secretive Organizations and Mind Control Conference. This list will be updated on our conference home page. Please use caution while reading. Descriptions may be triggering. All accusations are alleged.

The conference is sponsored by S.M.A.R.T., a newsletter that examines the possible connections between ritual abuse and secretive organizations. E-mail: SMARTNEWS@aol.com

Cosponsors

PARC-VRAMC, 5251 Hwy 153, #223, Hixson, TN 37343, E-mail: katydid@cdc.net. PARC-VRAMC is a small, grassroots organization. They are developing an RA/MC living memorial garden in Tennessee and have literature available for personal healing.

New Hope Healing Institute, PO Box 532067, Indianapolis, IN 46253, E-mail: nhhi@nhhi.net, phone: 317-387-1926, is a nonprofit organization providing support to adult survivors of abuse & sexual trauma. Services available include support groups, newsletters, educational workshops, information, referrals and Day Treatment.

Speakers

Neil Brick is a survivor of alleged Masonic Ritual Abuse. He is the editor of S.M.A.R.T. – A Ritual Abuse Newsletter. He has published numerous articles on ritual abuse. He will discuss how to make the movement to fight ritual abuse stronger.

Bobbi Gagne holds a B.A. in Clinical Counseling Psychology and is the Executive Director of the Sexual Assault Crisis Team. She is a member of the Northeast Ritual Crime Intelligence Association. Bobbi incorporates her experiences as a survivor of a pornography and prostitution ring, to educate and train professionals and offer affirmation to survivors. She will be speaking with Capt. Thomas White about “Silent Screams and Broken Dreams: Information on Ritualized Abuse for Professionals, Co-survivors and Survivors.”

deJoly LaBrier, author of Diary of a Survivor in Art and Poetry, comes from a Marine Corps family. She lives in St. Petersburg, Florida and speaks openly about being multiple. She has presented her work on TV, radio and to art therapists and psychological associates and the general public. She will talk about the “Transformation from Victim to Survivor – What it Takes.”
Jo is a survivor. She has a Master’s Degree in Special Education. She is on a spiritual path and is a Cheraga (minister) in the Sufi Order of the West. She has developed a memorial garden and is currently writing a book about what it is like to be a multiple. She will discuss “The History/Development of the Concept of Evil in the Sacred Scriptures of Many Religious Traditions.”

Helen L. McGonigle, Esq. has been a practicing attorney since 1986. She is a member of the American Bar Association, Association of Trial Lawyers of America, Connecticut Bar Association and Connecticut Trial Lawyers Association. Attorney McGonigle was the plaintiff’s lawyer in the landmark case Borawick vs. Shay. She will discuss the legal system’s treatment of ritual abuse and mind control cases.

Annie McKenna will speak about: “Healing From the Horror (what has worked for me)” She is an alleged survivor of Project Monarch, a government mind control program involving the military, various intelligence agencies, and the Nazi’s ushered into the U.S. under Operation Paperclip. Project Monarch was used to create a multiple personalities. She owes her rapid healing and integration process to a strong cooperative system and scrapbook therapy.

Hal Pepinsky teaches criminal justice at Indiana University. He teaches a seminar on children’s rights and safety, which includes materials and guest presentations on ritual violence by survivors and their supporters. Hal will describe how he brings the voices of survivors of ritual violence and mind control experimentation into his classes.

Kristen Price, MA is an experienced Mental Health professional and is the founder/executive director of New Hope Healing Institute (based in Indianapolis, IN), providing support to adult survivors of abuse & sexual trauma. She will speak about “Self-Injury in Survivors of Abuse & Sexual Trauma.”

Anna Richardson (a pseudonym) is the author of “Double Vision: A Travelogue of Recovery from Ritual Abuse.” She holds a Master’s in English Literature from Cambridge University. A survivor herself, she lives happily in Western, Massachusetts designing gardens, writing and teaching creative writing. She will speak about “Understanding and Coping with Ritual Abuse Memories.”

Mary Jo Schneller is the director of the South County Christian Counseling Center. She has been actively educating the public about the connection between satanic ritual abuse, mind control and the Masonic connection. She will speak about “Training for Therapists for Survivors with Mind Control.”

K. Sullivan is the founder of PARC-VRAMC, a grassroots organization dedicated to helping RA and MC survivors find personal healing. She will speak about “Perpetrator alter-states: letting go of the guilt”

Brice Taylor is a survivor of intergenerational ritual abuse and alleged government mind control. She is the author of “Starshine: One Woman’s Valiant Escape from Mind Control.” She holds a Bachelor’s Degree in Psychology, and is a member of the L.A. Women’s Ritual Abuse Task Force. She has been interviewed on television and radio. She will discuss “Ritual Abuse and Mind Control: The Bigger Picture. Where do we go from here?”

Capt. Thomas White is the Director of the Criminal Investigations Division of the Animal Rescue League of Boston and the Vice-President of the Northeast Ritual Crime Intelligence Association. He has extensively researched the area of ritual crime, especially animal sacrifice. Capt. White trains professionals and law enforcement in the process of interviewing victims from sadistic abuse with D.I.D..

The Second Annual Ritual Abuse,
Secretive Organizations and Mind Control Conference

On August 14 and 15, 1999, S.M.A.R.T. will be holding a conference at the DoubleTree Hotel at Bradley International Airport (between Hartford, CT and Springfield, MA). The purpose of the conference will be to help survivors of the above heal and to help stop future occurrences of the above. The conference will be for survivors, cosurvivors, helping professionals and others interested in this topic. The conference will be two full days. Registration fees will be $110 for both days or $55 for one day. Those unable to pay the fee can apply for a partial fee waiver before June 30, 1999, acceptance will be contingent on number of paid applicants. Lunch will be free for all registrees both days, if registering before 8/11/99. Room rates are $69 a day (not incl. tax), mention S.M.A.R.T. to get the special rate. This rate is guaranteed until 3 weeks before the conference or until all rooms at the special rate are gone. Please contact the hotel at 860-627-5171 for information. Tables for displaying related literature will be available (contact S.M.A.R.T. for an application form). Full tables are $110, half tables $55.

Ten Percent discount for fees and tables if payment is received before March 30, 1999.

Attendees should try to register at least four weeks before the conference. Survivors should try to bring a professional support person or friend to the show. Some of the topics discussed may be very triggering. This conference is educational and not intended as therapy or treatment. Conference sponsors, cosponsors, speakers, and organizers cannot assume responsibility for any reaction from attending our conference. Statements made and materials handed out by people at the show and on tables are their own and don’t necessarily represent the policies or views of conference sponsors, cosponsors, speakers, organizers or attendees. Children are not permitted to attend the conference. Please do not attend the conference if you are currently a member of a secret organization, current perpetrator, or member of an unsympathetic organization. S.M.A.R.T. reserves the right at any time to deny admittance to any of the aforementioned persons or anyone. This is for the protection and safety of those in attendance. S.M.A.R.T. and its representatives also reserve the right to remove anyone from the conference at any time. Photographing, audio taping and videotaping without written permission from S.M.A.R.T. are prohibited.

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